and sadly Jonghyun himself never became a father of a child, 😓😓😓because this song is the song of a becoming father who sings about his regrets and worries while his wife is giving birth ..... how sad he even never married .... i would have seen him happy with someone else together, for me no matter a woman or a man ... most important for me he should have been truly happy .... did u hear me Jongyhun ? i wish u a happy love-life there where u are now .... be wild and free ..... have more freedom and less public eyes and less sick possessive conservative fandom