I'm about to leave my ammi because of some personal reasons, idk i cry every night cuz i know i have to leave her and it scares me so much i cry and cry til i fall asleep...ik if i left once I won't be able to see her ever again so i wonder how will i survive without her i love her so much that i want to kiss her feet, eyes, hands, face all the time, may allah bless her and protect her from evil eye. Ameen
