Ouch this hit me like a huge punch to the heart. My little brother (40yrs old) died by suicide in 2021 and used alcohol to cope so these words scream his silent plea's for help. If only he was allowed to see his family we would have known what was going on and maybe - just maybe he would still be with us today. There are no words to explain the pain and heartache I deal with every single day since he left
I'm so very sorry I felt as if this was about me as well a few years back. I have my life over to Christ and my family is so unbelievably strong,they were with me every step of the way. Thank you God for saving me. And please be with this mother who lost her son. Dear God,thank you that he finally has peace..God Bless
Still praying for your son 🙏 💙 your story weighs heavy on my ❤️ heart ! Keep the Faith sweetie the rest God will take care of .sending prayers today 🙏 hope things are going OK for you ! In my prayers ! From Texas ! Sincerely Mia
Prayers for all people who need prepares especially Teenagers and young adults mayGod always bless u all in Jesus name Amenheal every single person thank you 🙏 Amen and remember no one is ever alone ask for help ! Amen 🙏
If you only knew, how often I’ve thought this in the last few years. Sometimes life can change so drastically so suddenly and you wake and realise everything, everyone is gone. Even those right beside you, my heart cries for help, if you only knew.
Let me describe what it’s like. Just imagine a cold concrete prison cell. There’s no window. There’s a solid steel door with a small opening to pass things through that is secured from the outside. The walls, ceiling and floor are smooth, with no texture and cold to the touch. The concrete is cold and moist with a musty smell in the air. There’s no sound. There’s no one to communicate with. The only sound you hear is the screaming inside of your own head. The only light seem so far away. When you can’t stand it anymore you bang and bang on the door. Your poison is passed through the small opening in the door. Soon the pain is gone, you’re comfortably numb. You lie on a cold wet concrete floor, your body is still, but your mind is racing. You wonder, will the light ever reach me. Will anyone ever hear me. Will I ever have the strength to resist the poison. You don’t know what day it is. You don’t know if it’s day or night. You’re hungry, but you can’t eat. You’re tired, but you can’t sleep. You’re sick, but what makes you well is killing you. I see the light from time to time. It feels worm, it feels like love, it accepts me for who I am. That was one revolution of a wheel with no break. Days turn to weeks, weeks to months, months to years. You hate who you are. You hate what you’ve become. All the time and money you’ve wasted. The family you’ve destroyed. The people you’ve hurt. This it’s just a mere glimpse into the mind of an addict.
My life has been falling apart for the last 2 yrs losing everyone that meant the world to me and no sign of things getting better for me this song hits home so hard
I am praying so hard for you and your son. Stay by his side tell him you love him Don’t push asking why just let him know you are there Always Hug him let him cry let him talk and tell him over over again how much you love him I always felt out of place in my family. When I was gang ra**d and my mother didn’t want her family to know because of bringing her shame I shut down totally. I tried to carry on I did my best. Then it got too much. I overdosed and was in a coma for over 4 weeks. I still don’t say how I feel my mums attitude saw to that I know you are different to my mum she wouldn’t even come to see me i hospital when I needed her You stay with your boy. You are a wonderful mum. Be there for him listen and know you have all our prays with you ❤❤
This song is my son through🎉 and through. He took his life at 43 years old. After battling alcoholism and drugs fir so long. He couldn't take the pain of friends and family not believing in him to get better. And he gave the devil the right to be in his head. He might have put thoughts in my son's head. But he was unable to bring him down to he'll. Jason has made it to heaven and now has peace of mind.❤
