Man this song hits home cause everything that's said is me Jason D MCcalister and it hurts bad and I pray so much for a change , even though everyone say im doing good I feel like I running from my self and I always tarn to dumb shit cause iv tried to express my self and use everything I learn in group and consoling and to me it seams like no one cairs are hears me and I came along ways and I know that I have a lot to lose but I fell like I don't cause I feel like I'm in a corner and don't know one want me to be the man I'm to day and they respect the old me and I'm tired and I have no more fight in me . I know I never realy had a fother are mother and I have a son and I don't want him to feel nothing iv felt cause iv been a yes man for so long cause I don't want to let know one down and I got my problems and iv learn to deal with them but I can't get over the fact that I can do so much good and help anyone but I can't solve nothing to do with me so I feel even though I'm proud of my self , don't know one understand are love me and I'm feeling my self and my sons and the gitlrls but I tell all they Yung kids to do better and I want better for them but I feel like I'm dying and I have know one that I can call on but God and he ant let me me down but I need closer to so much and frome the people that realy don't give 2 f If I'm drowning and I'm not as strong as they think but God knows I'm tired and I can't run know more and I'm leaving to just not cair and telling my self this is what my life post to be and I post to just take it all cause that's my purpose and everyone I do love and cair about don't see I need them and I don't want them to fix my problems but here me and understand me and we're I'm coming from cause when I'm gone I no I'm going to be a nun factor like I'm now. God help me
Whoever you are I got you, I see you and I understand you because I spent 45 years where you're at right now. My best friend was an alcoholic and he loved his cheap Popov vodka. Drinking straight vodka every day of the week eventually ate a hole through his throat and he hemorrhaged. He was conscience up until he drowned in his own blood and I couldn't stop it. He died before he got to the hospital that was 2016. That event changed me and after 45 years of being a heroin addict I got clean. It's a daily fight to stay clean and I'm fucking tired of fighting but death is not an option because I know how I feel about shit today will be completely different tomorrow. I grew up on a reservation in northern Michigan where everyone is alcoholic and it's a way of life and it killed my father and a few cousins so I know alcohol personally. You're not alone in this every addict feels like you.
Yall need ta quit bullshitin n give this man some sorta of award cuase yes lives loss I'm sure but u knw how many people this man made hopefully wake the fuck up n realize....
I had a couple black outs in my early years....I had to stop but this song, these artists all resonates with me because I've tried other things other than alcohol....I appreciate EVERYONE for sharing their lives through this song.... God is really using DAX to help people express themselves. Make it 100 million shares and views!!!!
I used to druntil I have serocious of the liver. Trying to survive in this type of world is crazy. And I understand more.Not only do we have to worry about people killing, but I also have to worry about the liver.Killing me one day will be my time but today I will shine
I wanna write you some lyrics they'll be really good I promise. I know who the kenites are and the spurious messiah satan claiming to be Jesus at 666 while every Christian believes in rapture
Just came across this guy. He knows the Word. And is calling all the illuminati and fake weekend Christian warriors out in their little fake illuminati temples they go to
@@raygq8287 he got a quite a few out. I got in when he was on stage and had to find a good spot to record in. Definitely went crazy though. I was glad to see Millyz on this card 🔥
