I remember that night that I slept crying with this song. The world stopped making sense and everything seemed lost. But I'm still here and I came to tell you not to worry at some point you will get the peace you seek and happiness will win you a wink. Keep fighting, I love you, you'll do well, don't stop trying. you will be able to get out of this.
Carrying the last strings holding anything of a family together as the youngest not even out of high school. This weight of holding what use to be memories is my unpaid job, a job no one notices.
I sit hear for hours or just before I go to bed just so I can feel like I can relate to someone because yet I feel so alone it just gets so hard and tiring
“not anymore my sweet girl, i’m sorry 😕” the exact words he said when i asked him if he still loved me. i lost my happiness, my world, my peace, my sweet boy 😕 gosh damn i miss him so much. i keep waiting for him until he’s ready for me again but the longer i wait the more my heart shatters into more and more pieces. yeah we didn’t date but i felt so much love him and i still do. i miss everything. i miss him, the nicknames, the late night talks, the venting, the “i know your asleep but..” paragraphs, the “good morning :) i hope you slept well ily <3” texts, the getting to know everything about you, the “heyyy how was your day :)” texts, the way we looked at each other in the eyes, the “you’ve been in my mind all day silly <3” texts, the glances during class, the way we would smile at each other, the way we cheered each other on during track, the way we couldn’t go a day without texting, the way we were so desperate text, the way you got on your computer to talk to me after your phone gets shut off at night, the “i miss you sm” texts, the memories, i miss us. i really wish you would come back. until then, my sweet boy 😕❤️
I'm fine, because no one truly understands. I'm fine, because if im not then I'm someone no one should be around. I'm fine, ill rather suffer alone than pull you in with me. I'm fine, no need to care for a day and forget. I'm fine because negative vibes are not wanted. Im fine, because you don't need to worry about me. Im fine, its not your burden. I'm fine, because I don't need you to constantly ask me if im alright. I'm fine, its just in my head, thats all..I'm fine because if im not then your not. I'm fine because I have to be okay. No one can make me fine but myself. I'm Fine.................... Dont worry
There was a girl, who dreamed big, to go as far as she can. But school and people that she called friends keep her down, but when she finds her group, she shine. Everything looks great then, nothing could go wrong. But the teachers decide to put her in a role she not meant to have, and she's desperately try to live up to that expectations. Her friends don't understand what she's going through, they can't be there for her as she did for them. New year came, she have hopes, hopes that she can finally do and fly far away. New year means new chapter of her life, means that she will try to fight harder for herself. But it never go like what she planned. Life gets harder, this place she called home, this people she called family, said that they will support her. But the support came in harsh words, words that she can no longer hear without crying in her room. Some nights, she will look at the scars she made, the scars that she blamed on the cats. And she wonders, then..the what if is hanging in her head. She don't know what "I'm okay" suppose to mean anymore. She don't know who's she's trying to fool. Herself, or someone else. And still, each night, she cried herself to sleep and wish for it all to just end. They said they understand, but she knows that they don't. So she wants it all to end. To just, stop feeling this pain. Was that too much to ask for?
As they all say. Pain is temporary, love is harsh, time will heal, and things will change. These are battle scars but some scars don't heal, some are fatal. There are no words that can just stop what your going through. There is nothing that can be done to make things right. The damage is done. But as everyone says, keep your head up. You can make anything possible as long as u believe u can. No success without failure. Work on yourself and strive for yourself. Don't work hard to meet others expectations, you will always disappoint yourself. Work hard for your expectations!! Head up!! The sun still shines! The moon still glows! There is always light in darkness!
mi mama no entiende que no estoy actuando, mi mama no entiende que las cortadas en mis brazos y piernas no son para llamar la atención, mi mama no entiende que haber intentado suicidarme 2 beses no es por estar fingiendo estar mal, mi mama no entiende una mierda de lo que siento y lo que pasa por mi cabeza ni las ganas que tengo de irme de este mundo de mierda, las ganas que tengo de simplemente esfumarme, no entiende que mi pasado me atormenta cada segundo de mi vida, no entiende que a mi mente llegan recuerdos que me matan por dentro, no entiende, simplemente no entiende que estoy completamente rota y no estoy queriendo llamar la atención.......
I just want him to hold me and tell me were ok. That hes sorry and she ment nothing. That 13 years and 2 kids together means more than she did. That is was a mistake
QUIERA LLORAR CON ESTÁ MÚSICA EN UN LUGAR MUY SOLO Y QUEDARME POR HORAS SACAR TODO EL DOLOR,PROBLEMOS,TRISTEZA SI SUPIERAN QUE A MÍ CORTA EDAD NO TENGO PROBLEMAS
This song defines me so much I get overwhelemed from expectations and pressure but I dont know how to deal with it no matter how hard i try there is still a flaw
its ok. you will be ok. keep on trying . just keep on trying. you are enough. you always have been nd you always will be. keep ur head up. nobody is perfect. everyone has flaws. damn girl im right here with u in the same shoes, we are not perfect. we are , who we are and if no one understands our flaws, they never will understand and thats ok, they dont kno what it is like in our minds, and they dont have a clue what it feels like to wanna die, we will always be enough. . The sun is gunna shine, shine bright over us. We just cant carry this anymore and we wont anymore. we will one day kno what it is like to be ok. . i felt a connection to u nd ur post , my apoligizes. hope u can hear my tgoughts of love sending your way. would love for u to respond , if not its ok. stay up, you will be okay......and i DO KNO WHAT IT IS LIKE IN YOUR MIND<
Its crazy I am writing a book even though I'm not going to get anywhere with it but...not the point. While I was writing I was crying and I listened to the HOLE HOUR. :(
