I feel this passion inside cuz I barely tried To be, a man of God but now I feel so alive And maybe lately I think we been overlooking my pride But I’m tired of being tired and fighting fire with fire I’m so indebted to You, but it’s like I barely can choose Who I might really become, and the man I’ll be when I lose I’m off the gin and the juice, and I spill my life in the booth And I took that passion I had and I threw it right off the roof I felt like life was too complicated for happiness But now I got it felt like it’s given to me on accident Cuz all the pain was something I bottled all of my passion in But now it’s Jesus I’m putting all of my extra ammo in Will I feel that way when I die, will I feel a conflict inside Will I tell myself I’m alive, when I finally do arise But I know that I will arrive, and I’ll see the face of my God And I might tell Him that I tried, to be an almighty child He said He heard all my cries, and up until my demise He saw the pain in my eyes, and tried to fix it with pride He said that I did alright, for someone that coulda tried To push my way through the lies, to see His face when I die He told me that I’ve been overlooking my confidence But He has been the reason for every single accomplishment So all I did was smile when these people gave me a compliment And all my humbleness was a little bit of astonishment (I have no idea what to do for a chorus/hook yet 😂) There was a time in my life when I thought control Was something that we was born with and something that people owned But now I see it’s our Lord and it’s something that we have grown To feel like we’ve been entitled to even if we alone It’s like attack of the clones, we finding our way in droves But nothing can feel like home, if we ain’t casting the stone And so we keeping our souls, and train em to be alone Complacent we taking payments for everything that we owed selfish people
My glory days They’re all gone away And I feel like I know It ain’t over now I know the storm isn’t over like how they thought it was When I told them I could be different they knew my guard was up Part of this isn’t the problems I know that parted us All I know is that I’m indifferent and that my wall is up Caution us I feel the temptation He putting onto us Calling us children and waving the flag in front of us Thought it was our ego but lately I know what cornered us Satan is alive and it’s been his hand that was forcing us But if we leave it unchecked then our ego could be deadly Cuz all I got is the pain that I know he holding steady And all we do is get high when he say the dope is ready Maybe that’s the reason Katrina came and she broke the levy The soldiers ready its copacetic they know my head is Ready for war with the devil he heard these open letters I know the catch is my ignorance but I know the best is Right in front of us cuz it’s always the place we gone and left it Don’t tempt me I’ll be tryna push away till you resent me Cuz everything you do is making me feel empty But only you could ever put the darkness in me Don’t tempt me God told me that the devil isn’t friendly But all I know is he got power to outlive me And that’s the reason that I’m filling up with envy My glory days They’re all gone away And I feel like I know It ain’t over now They know my weaknesses So when I tell my family that I’ve been weak again Then I just hope they get the phone and that we speak again Cuz they all used to feel connected to my leadership They know my weaknesses I feel like every single demon made me weak again So when I hear the devil talking and we speak again I’ll tell him I ain’t been connected to his leadership I got potential God told me I should be living free 2023 had to make the devil an enemy Cuz yeah I got the time but one day it’ll come and finish me I’ll stand in front of God and He’ll tell me it’s time to sentence me He know my weaknesses He know my spirits feeling heavy and I’m weak again So when I tell the Lord I’m ready and we speak again Then all I do is get connected to His leadership let me breathe again Don’t tempt me I’ll be tryna push away till you resent me Cuz everything you do is making me feel empty But only you could ever put the darkness in me Don’t tempt me God told me that the devil isn’t friendly But all I know is he got power to outlive me And that’s the reason that I’m filling up with envy
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Blind by Your Grace **Verse 1:** Blind by your grace, (Oh Lord, I see!) Lost in my shame, (You set me free!) Walking in darkness, (You’re my guiding light!) Now I am whole, (You make it right!) **Chorus:** Blind by your grace, (You lift me high!) Falling in love, (You hear my cry!) Lost but now found, (You give me peace!) In your embrace, (My soul’s release!) **Verse 2:** Blind by your grace, (Oh Lord, I see!) Chains that once bound me, (You broke with ease!) Walking in faith now, (Your truth my song!) Forever grateful, (I'll sing along!) **Chorus:** Blind by your grace, (You lift me high!) Falling in love, (You hear my cry!) Lost but now found, (You give me peace!) In your embrace, (My soul’s release!) **Bridge:** Oh, blind by your grace, I found my way, (Thank you, Jesus!) In my darkest hour, you’re here to stay, (I’ll praise your name!) Every step I take, I’m walking with you, (You make me new!) Blind by your grace, my heart is true, (You see me through!) **Chorus:** Blind by your grace, (You lift me high!) Falling in love, (You hear my cry!) Lost but now found, (You give me peace!) In your embrace, (My soul’s release!) **Outro:** Blind by your grace, (Oh Lord, I see!) Forever I'll trust in, (Your love for me!) Blind by your grace, (Oh Lord, I see!) In your arms, I find, (My victory!)
He said He’d work it but first that you better change Because ain’t nobody perfect but perfectly you insane The purpose is not the verdict it’s worth it to see His name On the surface you ain’t been hurting but I heard that you’re full of shame Influenced by these addictions and you could become a slave To the way that you do betray, your faith in your childish ways He said He would come and save, the people if they portray His way of life and He fights for the righteous don’t be ashamed We know there’s honor in praise But it’s the darkest of days that really shows Him your faith And if He sees the evil in us there ain’t nothing to save If we don’t show Him our ways and we don’t ask Him to stay He said don’t covet but covet to meet your King Don’t put another above Him but above Him you put your dreams And above Him is not a thing, cuz above Him there’s always pain No repercussion to trust Him so trust that it’s not in vain and tell Him There was a time when I suffered depression. Only God got me through it. Even at the lowest when I said He wasn’t a thing. When I said He wasn’t around and He wasn’t a part of my life. I still prayed. And He still saved. And He could do it for you too. You just gotta believe. Believe in Him. The Almighty King. He’s real. I can’t believe what He did for me When He had me at the lowest but He sang like a symphony and He drew me in He said He’d give me this energy So I’d overcome the devil and I’d make him my enemy that’s where you begin To take away all the chemistry And to take away my joy but I ain’t asking for sympathy I’m a newer man The Holy Spirit could live in me And could fill me up with power satan ain’t getting rid of me but still you pretend To show me mercy like I ain’t been at my finest Like I ain’t been under pressure and feeling like I’m a diamond In the rough, but I know that my God has got perfect timing And He said you get the future I’ll show you what I’m designing He said don’t covet but covet to meet your King Don’t put another above Me but above Me you put your dreams And above Me is not a thing, cuz above Me there’s always pain No repercussion to trust Me so trust that it’s not in vain and tell Me
I love your beats. I’ve been writing to only then lately and they bring things out that I didn’t know were there. I wrote something to your last one too but comments weren’t allowed so I couldn’t post it! 😂 You think I do this cuz life has been full of trials Denial has got me thinking that maybe I can’t be proud I’ve undoubtedly done some things that God said He wouldn’t allow Like I’m bound to just lie and cheat and right now I’m down for the count I feel the pressure of life it’s like I’ll implode And right now I’m feeling cold and it’s like I’m twenty below But the feeling never lasts it’ll pass And I don’t ever think His grasp is a thing of the past but all I know Is the, way I feel when I think about what I’ve seen What I’ve felt and how I thought that You never could intervene I’m coming clean it’s all a dream who would be the same When the pain has been given life and it’s taken my family name I ain’t changing for nothing something’s been telling me what I’ll gain If I’m staying the way I am or You curse me for what I ain’t But I’m down I blame me cuz my life has been full of angst And I’m proud that through it all I got You and You’ll never change You tell me life is a daily struggle And if I’m feeling lost I’m entertaining the daily hustle The daily grind, everything I do is just not as subtle And when I’m feeling weak You give me heart that’s Your favorite muscle You so in tune, but all I know is I’m feeling troubled It’s like I’m in the darkest part of life and the pain has doubled And if I ever tell You that I’m angry and never loved You It’s cuz of all my pain and I just felt like I couldn’t trust You, am I forgiven Cuz I’m forgetting that no one’s above You So I know that I ain’t seeing Heaven that’s what it’s come to You tell me that I’m wild and I’m mad like I’m from the jungle But when I’m at my lowest and I’m lost You’re the one I run to with no respect But at my best You know I would crumble If You ain’t just protect me from myself when I trip and stumble I’m not impressed You tell me life is a daily struggle And when I feel inflated every time You would try to humble, me I love you God
