its 2am. it just set in that i could die at any moment. everything i love and know would be gone. and in my brain i have the idea of that ill just float and be a blob. i cant handle stuff.. so i just dont know what ill do. im scared. i really am.
⭐️i am just a freak⭐️ this literally was 2021 in a nutshell 😢 spending hours watching backrooms endings videos during the pnw heatwave and starting 7th grade with masks and losing my heart to my friends ❤️💔
I'm a social person- but u have my anti social moments where I don't wanna talk to anybody and cry by myself on the other side of the school playground. And so when I get home, I put on a snuggly hoodie, turn off the lights wait till it's dark and cry into my stuffed animal while listening to this song, sobbing, hating, regretting, and crying more with my headphones on full blast.
This is the same thing happening to me rn, after covid, i have Social Anxiety, can’t talk to anyone, and i get overwhelmed when someone talks to me, it really hits hard for my life 😢
Don't cry, I am just a freak Me:*Crys my eyes out* Shoutout for pillows for holding our tears when others didn't want to. ⠀ ∧__∧ (`•ω• )づ__∧ (つ /( •ω•。) しーJ (nnノ)It's ok
How to enjoy this song: 1 get ur headphones 2 put head phones on full volume 3 put the vid on loop 4 stare out of a window in a semi-dark room (extra pts if it's raining 5 Cry 6 your welcome
Thank you ❤️ Needed this. Slowly losing myself, don't know if I'll come back, but I'll always listen to these. Hope I didn't make it sound as if I'm dying or something