Go back to school or pick up a trade. Find something you’re passionate in doing and just do it. Pick up a hobby. I’m 20 and decided to go back to school because I wanted more in life and now I feel like I have a purpose in life. You have to find that purpose & remember that everybody else’s story isn’t your story. & I don’t know if you believe in God but if you do pray. I use to struggle so much with depression. There will be a light in the darkness that you are feeling. I promise! You got this girl🩷!