Please don't let go of your shame. but i dont mean the shame others bring upon you, i mean the shame that you fear that stops you from doing things like 18+ content.
NO BUT HONESTLY I keep saying it, but like you always know what exactly to say to motivate me at the right time with your videos. Like, I’ll think back to moments where I’ve been bullied or treated like shit from others and I will start thinking “I must have done something to deserve this” “I should have this” “I should have that”, but in reality, there is nothing I did wrong and people just took advantage over and over because they were pieces of shit. I’ve reached a point in my life where I genuinely don’t care if people think I’m loud, not feminine enough, fat, and so on, everyone is just a hater and they suck lmao
Some people genuinely try to correct your mistakes but those people will be gentle and patient to an extent, or they will do their best to be blunt. But people who just tear you down are just projecting. But thank you for always believing in me and listening to what I have to say <3
Be your unapologetic self and soon you'll distinguish who's willing to support you and who's against you. But who cares about the enemies when you've found your lifelong friends. Great video as always ❤
8:43 Lately I have been ashamed my self because of the things that I have gone through thru. I felt like I shouldn’t shared that with others becuz I am afraid that ppl might judged me for it. But this vid showed that I shouldn’t be afraid of being myself authentically even if I have flaws abt myself. I shouldn’t be scared to show that to other ppl (my flaws or the problems that I have in my life.) cuz other ppl have similar issues and they could relate my flaws that I have abt myself and problems that I have.
Yeah people will say all kinds of things just to get you to feel bad for yourself. But I’m here, and the people who are on this channel are here for you. You do not need to feel shame anymore, for who you are. God fearfully and wonderfully made you.
I see them now. I’m glad I was able to show that to you because truly I don’t want anybody walking in the steps of shame that I’m currently walking through but trying to divert myself off the path sooner than later. God bless you 🩷, and thank you for taking the time to watch what I post.
Binge watching your videos and it’s inspiring me and helping me take accountability for myself ❤️ thanks for speaking your thoughts out loud and being honest, it helps me reflect on myself and see things I haven’t noticed. God bless:) ur doing good work.
I try. Thank you for giving a chance to my thoughts, you know. I post these for people like you, so then you might feel less alone and definitely less shameful about what you need to work on. We’re all works in progress, and Jesus is refining us little by little. God bless you 🩷
NAH THIS IS STRAIGHT FIRE MAN. COMMENTING FROM AN UNKNOWN ACCOUNT CAUSE Y'ALL HATERZ DON'T WANNA SEE US SHINE. NAH THE WAY MY STOMACH DROPPED AT THE END. AMEN AMEN AMEN, GOD GOT US, THIS IS GONNA BLOW UP, VYSTERIA WORLD DOMINATION 🥶🥶🔥🔥🗣🗣
I feel ashamed to share my suffering and pain with others. Because I thought that if I shared that with other people it will not be acceptable. People won’t accept me with my flaws and imperfections. And I will be judged by other ppl and criticized for my mistakes and flaws that I have abt myself. Especially if I have things that society as a whole wouldn’t accept. I would feel exposed (vulnerable)with ppl seeing my suffering and pain. With ppl seeing the real me or who really I am and the bad things that I have.
I understand your point of view. I’m kind of the same way, regardless of my supposed boldness on the internet or just as a person in general. Your doubts and your fears are normal but when they start dictating how you live your life, it’s hard to navigate who you really are. We all have flaws or in other terms, we all sin. Everyone falls short of the glory of God that is a fact. But how we tackle our flaws and how we choose to own up to them and almost embrace them in a “I’m screwed up but I’m trying to fix it” type of way, is what matters. People will always say something. Trust me. I’ve lived the double life of “she’s not doing enough” versus “she’s doing too much.” People will always say something…but what are you going to do about it? Some people genuinely critique us and that’s important but many do insult and tear us down. It’s our job to know the difference and filter out what we know is detrimental to us. But by golly that takes a lot of time, it’s easier said than done and I’m just a clown trying to figure this all out, so maybe take this grain of salt, or maybe don’t. Even if I don’t have it all figured out, I still stand by the idea that you can overcome your fears and doubts. It’s just all about understanding your fears and doubts are normal, but we should always move past them, learn from them and understand there is a way to navigate them, along with people’s opinions. I’ve been rambling too much. God bless you. 🩷
@@vysteria_ I tried to explain it and word it in a way that ppl know exactly (specifically) what I’m talking abt. But I felt like I didn’t word it in the way that I wanted to. Or I failed to fully express my thoughts or feelings into words. I didnt want what I’m saying to sound very generic and cliché. I wanted it to be specific and personalized.
It takes time you know? It takes time to heal, takes time to know where your heart is at. You just gotta have faith the Lord will see it through, and He does, every time.
This is the second video of yours sort of referring to yourself as an imposter of a motivational speaker and how it's not right for you to speak on things if you haven't got everything sorted out yourself. IDK, I think there's a lot of value that can be derived from the journey and not just the destination but also if we think biblically we all fall short of the standard that God set us and yet there are still so many lessons to be taken from the imperfect people in the bible. It seems like you've got all of these gifts and rather than feel motivated to use them you have these negative emotions about wasting them, maybe that's how you motivate yourself but hey what do I know. I'm just a random guy who doesn't know you so take what I say with a couple pinches of salt. I'm excited to see what you put out next though<3
This really gave me some insight. No you’re not a stranger on the internet, you’re a man with so much value, created by God and that’s the way I see you. You’re absolutely right. I’m more worried about wasting any gifts I supposedly have as opposed to using them in any way I can. This made me change some perspective on myself. Thank you sir, God bless you 🩷
WOW. JUST WOW MAN. Another Vysteria classic let’s goooo!!!! I get so excited whenever you release a video, it feels so nice to see people voice struggles like this that I can relate to 😭
I came across your channel thanks to the Lord and actually made a RU-vid account just to be able to comment (I’ve watched over a million videos on here and have never) I relate to you on just about every single level. You’re incredible and amazing. I mean that. I just wanted to tell you I absolutely love you from afar. God is with you, friend. ❤️🙏🏽
I have no words. I was just telling one of my sisters that I know someone important is watching my videos I just don’t know it, and boy was I right. God speaks through me for sure, but it’s not about me. I love you more. I hope you like everything I post. I do it for people like you 🩷
"Backing up my words with actions." I definitely still struggle with this, and maybe we all do. But admitting to it is taking a step forward to actually doing something about it. So good on you Vishurdeey
ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-klva65nxUbA.html&ab_channel=HarvestBibleFellowshipPendleton. this sermon blessed me, i pray it blesses you too
You do! you do come across as someone who is figuring it out. You are transparent and very relatable. We are imperfect yet God still loves us. This is grace. God bless you my lovely sister ! I too struggle with swearing, lust etc. We ought to repent continuously and be sanctified by having a personal relationship with God. Love you xx
I also went to school there?? i won't say where in case you want privacy but oh my gosh. what?? i love your videos and we're school twins too?? Excited for your new series on June 1st. Yes, let's change our lives!
@@vysteria_ I hope we do cross paths in the future!! I visit all the time too -- its so peaceful at times! Looking forward to your new series and more info about your tennis journey, if possible!
@@Amina-cw1em I’ll make you proud for sure, and we’ll cross paths for sure :) You have my Instagram if you wanna talk, but I’m taking a break right now but hit me up anyway :)
@@vysteria_ I don't have instagram either right now (social media break) but when I do soon -- I will absolutely reach out!! We're all on this journey together for sure! Its tough but we got this! :) :)
This was such a great video my bro. It spoke to me so well as someone who is always worrying what others think and forgets to tune it out. Thank you so much for your friendship and all your kindness 💖💖
