Anda vendelos Te regalo versos pa que subas Yo no te conozco la envidia Mi vibra no cualquiera vibra Atormentado y pensativo Maldito futuro es incierto No tengo ni un tema concreto Pero aquí le sigo de terco Recordando el verte con vestido Tu sonrisa al verme llegar Los abrazos de despedida El morder al apar de besar Me estoy pegando el tiro por octava vez Pero jesusito no entiende la mente es muy debil Me atormenta pensar si es que me tienes en mente Juega conmigo una última vez Bandida estilo Ana Sofía Por ella homie que no haría Cambia mi mood al ver su sonrisa
riffing in my journal typing out every word I make em wet like a Squirtle in the work pad working like a sheep hand don't make beats but im a beat man she freaky in the sheets but I got to play on fresh sheets man putting rhyme on paper if it can make it through the vapor every moment I rather savor put away the phones this not the time for a new screen saver im the cousin that's good for a favor ask me now i do it later labeled a city boy cause I grew up in the streets bike rides from the alleys to the corner store where friends meet moms in the city working her hardest while back home folk never witness the hardships life got hard, a bit, land lord wanted all of it so we packed up but before we could move the landlord locked up sent us home in a empty truck single mom and two kids testing their luck back to the reservation where its hard to earn a buck
I sit and I think and I'm Always in my head No I can't get away Thoughts always talking like I gotta settle debts come collect on my feeling ya I'm betting on my sharp blade...take it all away pain that im feeling when im feeling like i had a chance slippen in the rain Tasting all the gray skys planted in my brain I sit and I think Ya you really did me to You talk alot I listen observ Just attention
Somedays we boil then we spoil & eat olives & drip our bodies with oil! Is it happiness or your pride Who gives a fuck if it slides do yo thing & smoke your mary jane!
-don’t care what you say I’m flyer than the flyest -almost 1 year sober, I’m higher than the highest -even as a peasant address me as your highness -so good at rhyming, I can rhyme rhymes that can’t be rhymed with -running out of time, to find the perfect shine you can shine with -climbing mountain top, trynna find it -some people never find it, instead they’re getting stuck trying to define it, with words that can’t define it -like I need more than 5 senses to describe it -try to share its beauty, something’s urging me to keep it private -I’m rebellious I’m sharing my feeling, to kids who ain’t caring beyond what their wearing
-Shorty bad and she’ll never love me -maybe shed like with me if I wasn’t ugly -if she gave me a chance I’ll fuck that up to -if she gave me her number I’d ask what she’s up to -she’d reply nothing much how bout you -id tell her in my spare time I fantasize about you -that’s when she stop replying, maybe I said to much -I think kids now a days don’t speak from their heart enough -I pissed on, and shit on, so I’m getting tough -but somehow you still make me feel like I’m not enough -but I’ll try again cause I’m so persistent -and your beauty inspired me to be so consistent -so I hit her up, try my best to make her laugh -ask her if she wants to chill, knowing I can’t go through with that -what if we meet up, then I get an anxiety attack -because my prescriptions stop working I can go through with that -so I’m hoping if she says yes, don’t mind if she says no -In this lifetime you’ll just be an icon on my phone -I guess that’s ok, that’s just the life I’m use to -another Friday I’ll jerk off and watch RU-vid -order DoorDash and eat like I never ate before -I’m 27 and never been on a real date before
-been stressing lately about getting old -I been going through some things no one really knows -nobody understands including the bros -I’m just waiting for the highs Dealing with these lows -they’ll kick you when you’re down, now you’re feel exposed -but ill never stop loving I mean it with my soul -dream big like a kid watching his favorite shows -now you’re getting older start setting all your goals -watch life unfold, running towards the finish line -and our parents getting old, wish can give ‘em time -this shit gets real, can’t be healed with a rhyme -but it’s the best way I know how I can shine -think life is a contest, that’s how I treat it -treat it like a game don’t know if you can beat it -wish I could still laugh like I did before -like 8th grade summer before we started keeping score -a lot of friends that I lost through life’s natural course -remember sleep overs, we were sleeping on the floor -it’s not my design, it’s not how I made it -spending weekends alone by myself getting faded -not long before I learned what depression was -true love turns into a meaningless buzz -roll a blunt and then I another one -watch a year go by, and then another one
Rather live then talk it while trying to keep every move honest aint got nothing in my pocket but lifes a show and im just tryna rock it cant cut the power because of a blown socket or get into anger because of something toxic i aint tryna go out hot as shit I just want everyone close to me livin good Livin exactly the way they should If they could then they would it doesnt takes high eyes to see from the other side i just catch myself wondering why we let things we create die hopeless romantic I hate it but i still try my words make you feel high i just hope its real this time cant let my head go into rewind where i seem to find things that never shined I know my energies one of a kind so when I leave you're gonna remember mine
Some where ill see they green forest somewhere theyll scream for us somewhere roses bloom for us somewhere ill be okay somewhere dont be so gloom for us leave room for us somewhere Ill be somewhere doing something with some one who doesnt hate me ill be somewhere doing something with some one who thanks me some day ill feel the rage but somewhere some one will be okay i have dark days sometimes and somewhere theres a light someday ill find it and itll shine some day itll be mine some time some where the sun light will hit my face and some where ill be alright
Ive been rolling blunts in threes smoking nothing but trees Can you feel the breeze im in the middle of a pre rolled pack of back woods my life feels backwards my heart can accept your actions, my mind can't escape the action
Bruco pero verdadero buscas una razon para quedarte Pero Si te falta esa chispa mejor pirate. Piarté tu mente para hacerte creer que me necesitas Por eso largate ya sabes las cartas de mis mangas Jamas me veras rogar Pico y pala rio y pido calmar para apreciar el arte y la verdad
Oh shit he's on the couch losing where he's from sorry baby them demons hate God perishing with the sun & I know hun, somedays tick & they stick & lick like a succubus is a tick! ❤
Feeliing good im on the roght away. Every singel statment and every line is fast pace , im on my high way. Ear drums buzzing in on the high state. Just hoped of the interstatlte of my ill will iner mind . I just fins a hid away. Peace and blessing please come myway
I wanted more than this right now Thought I was well off but im not now Mama saw my story Im sorry that you worry Promise ill be good soon Sorry im a bad son I dont wanna sleep at all Cant sit in my bed the same And im always eating junk food Always in a bad mood Got nothing new Old problems keep me stressing God damn J-man wheres the lesson God damn Im begging for a blessing God damn God damn I guess I'm golden Golden Golden Golden Golden
I've been down and lonely for too long I've been out and sulking my days gone I'm nowhere to be found I'm stuck in the ground I find my self smiling now so I don't freak out
