Rest in peace. It ain't easy losing a cat, tears us apart from the inside. I send my condolences, stay strong. Saejima was beautiful cat and now may she rest in peace. Sorry if my English is a bit bad, I am from Japan. Again, sending lots of condolences and wishing you well, stay strong!!!
Saeji has been with me from my lowest times. She was loved by everyone, and some gave her nicknames like "Soggajima" and such. She brung happiness and fun to my life, and im letting go with acceptance. Rest in peace my brave girl.