Unfathomable. I’ll take a pressed 20mg aderrall-which is meth I assume-times per year and I’m a super healthy gym head with endorphins flowing daily but it seriously takes me 2-3 days to feel my normal enthusiastic self. Every last time I do it the brain recovery time one dose shocks me into avoiding it for months. That shit is straight poison for the soul
Starting from square 1 really sucks but sometimes it’s necessary and you shouldn’t feel like a failure from just having to restart. We all do it, but hey now you’ll do it right and without drugs. Don’t know about you but I’ve had to do it more than once. Had to restart multiple times from multiple different drugs and different life circumstances (careers, relationships, countries) and restarting after drugs is kind of like a break up from a long term relationship where it feels familiar and like home. But it’s temporary and only you can make your life feel completely whole and like “home”, not the drugs. ❤ Sending you lots of love, you can do this!
Thank you so much for this video. absolutely bawled when you talked to your future self editing this 😭 and then when you thanked your past self ❤ and then when you shared that you'll still love yourself if you relapse and that it's a part of the path of recovery ❤❤❤❤
Thank you so much for sharing this. As someone who is in a similar situation of having sabotaged myself and had to move back in with my parents, this was very reassuring. And as a brother of an addict who didn't make it, it's very heartening to see people like you make it. Thanks for all the laughs and thanks for sharing this ❤
Dude I literally just got off the phone with my friend who is addicted to meth. He's so smart, he's got so much potential.I love him so much. I just want him to be ok
I won't watch this now (it's after midnight here and I want a clear head). I just wanted to say that I'm proud of you, too many people don't realise they are a mess but you did and came out the other side. x
Despite her deeply problematic white dreads (and weird appropriations of African patterns in some runways), Thorgy does seem like a pretty decent person
Alaska deserved every ounce of shade available after that hissy fit. Lol I love Alaska, but I still can't believe she was that childish when she was in the bottom.
