UK #1 Charting Silver Producer l Worked With J Hus, D-Block Europe, Fredo, Potter Payper, Digdat, M1llionz, Bandokay, Clavish,Sdot go, Edot baby, Yanko, 67, Fl EX, Lil Dotz, Billy Billions, IVD, Chinx, AB, Booter Bee, A2 Anti, Do Road, Ghostface, Temz, D38, Country Dons, Malty2bz, Kayem2x, Double M, Kaymuni, KB + many more
She said don’t come back Cah I’m only gonna break your heart Like you broke my back I told her You were never the one girl you must be mad I got fixed feelings she fucks with sick demons Type to leave your wrist bleeding N it ain’t on sight if I see them cah like to reason I ain’t street n, The way I write on beats so deceiving misleading Still I can’t find love my hearts freezin I got art dreams n I don’t really sleep much Prolly why I find it hard just to receive love It’s cash getting stacked that make me feel good ,
My guy adz yeh he whip up on the stove Yeh Like he realy brake the code All night It was just them cold night Black zk With them gold eyes Not a lotta real gs round me I used to whip round gs Never again They snaked And doubt me Real eyes Where we come from Realise ur alone No figure by Standing right By ur side I can never trust again Got me feining on this lean Don’t know how to comprehend If I was to snake a friend I could never do that Hurts more then 2 pac Bruda I might cop a 2 pack Man I Was down and they knew that Fuck hoes gotta get my self a wife Wanna 5 bedroom house On a mount I think different only 14 I see real vision They can’t clip this Never singing for no contract and that’s wisdom
If I ever got spoken the way I speak to my self I would load up the clip and I would see em in hell I try to help ma people but I can hardly help myself sometimes I sit up in my room and I sip on lean to clear my mental health when I look into the mirror I can see im getting old bro I don’t a lot for people so I ain’t letting violations go
let me tell you bout them nights akh been a couple times where i’ve nearly had to fight back been a couple times where ive seen a knife backed been a couple times where it really sent me right back it’s like that remember when i was an only child mummy used to struggle didn’t have that much for a while now i gotta make a couple ms just to see her smile now i gotta take the risk i hope that it’s worth my while
Wanna story lemme tell U one Always counting losses nothings ever won I am now a father see I gotta son Barely get to see him coz of all the fucking shit iv done It's got me trapped see I cannot run No matter where I go I cant ever hide stay awake almost every night Tryna think of ways on how my son can have a better life
Hoping that you'll wait cah I'm waiting on you I'm lying there awake N just smoking a Zoot I'm trying everyday just for us to pull through But it's hard - your not here - n I dunno what to do Mentally it's draining that I'm waiting on love I'm just tryna down the pain when I'm doing these drugs It's been hard not bieng able to see you or my son It's sad to see what heartbreak ever did to this don See I'm writing down my pain to express in my songs I'm fighting everyday to right all of my wrongs But I'll just sit n I'll wait If freedom is to come it'll lemme outa this cage
Heads fucked i cant ever see clear Lone nights n im shedding them tears Rest in peace brother I wish you was here I hope ur looking down on me I wish you could hear Since u left me man it aint been the same Everyday for me has been a battle to face I been breaking down in pieces all because of this pain Ever since the day the angels took you away I hope your treated well up there in heaven my brother I keep on thinking back to times we had with eachother We were two rebel kids that were raised in the gutter Love and respect is what we had with another Now it's hard for me to sleep yet I'm lying in bed All I'm thinking bout is you cant get it outa my head It's hard for me to cope it's been days since I slept Can't believe the fact your gone or the fact that Ur...dead I hope I see you again When it comes my time I will see you my friend That's if the lord will take me N I'm heavenly sent Coz ik your with the angels - that was something I meant
see nowadays man im finished with the heat break and the heat break heat ache need to take a break for my own dam sake cuz the thoughts in my mind yh they keep me awake so i try and escape with the rhymes that i make and the pictures that i paint putting detail into every shape i think im in the right place at the wrong time im at war with myu mind yh im fighing emotions that im hiding
All those Ls that I took I just take em as a lessont Indiguis it's a blessing I ain't stressing Cah when I'm litt I ain't gonna lie ima take the piss Look I been taking risk All for the paper quids I seen ma own friends hating it Life's what u make of it Tryna make it big then make it out Cut the bullshit Just chase the pound Used to get it off the Asian brown I got bagged then ma life I had change around Cah i aint tryna slip again Do a trip a to the wok Again And waste time in the system
