Know I did right but it feels like I didn’t do much I am strong, but today I gave up I keep on but I tend to feel stuck Feeling weak like I can’t even talk Wanna talk, so I’m talkin to God I been talking about stuff Cuz it sit on my chest It’s so hard to get off It’s so hard to feel good When you’re not feeling good enough And I don’t feel good enough, And one day feel strong enough Strong enough so I can rap you this song Ima tell you what’s wrong And I’m never gon lie about nothin I tell you in songs I been getting along with my enemies I wasn’t friendly, and I couldn’t be it for long And see satan been testing me as he’s been testing us all, I just call on Jehovah For everything Praying for everything til I’m not sad anymore. … … … I’m in reverse, my conscience is clear but my heart is still hurt. I’m, wishing it weren’t but, My stomach is sick I’m rejecting the feeling it serves. I’m in reverse, my conscience is clear but my heart is still hurt. I’m, wishing it weren’t but, My stomach is sick I’m rejecting the feeling it serves And my body is morphing each time that I look in the mirror I, constantly feed my dysmorphia fear I, I, I got scars on my body that led me to here I, I, I got prayers that reach to the moon They’re so close to the heavens Like headlights and deers I’m, I’m, I’m trying to explain just as best as I can I, I can’t find the words to explain what I meant I just hope that they listen the way that I listen to them If it’s hard to interpret, then please understand I just wish I could talk to my brother again Just wish I’d be fellowshipped sooner and then I could talk to my friends
Oh no where did you go lost my mind just a min ago idk sane minds help tho make sure it dont hirt talkin back lookin like yhisll ever be gone something you really have ro open up the anti christ send me wity you whatecer you get through since about the
Even after all these years i come back to this video. Wow , thank you Orange for the entertainment and the life saving message you send! Also thank you up loader @Retrojapan, I never would have found Orange without this video!
I always wonder where all the chill ass people that be in these comment sections be at… I stay crossing paths with asshole npcs lol. This is one of the greatest instrumentals I’ve ever heard.
I was living in Denver in 2016 and I went home to visit for the holidays and i met a girl. When it was time to say goodbye it was the hardest thing. I went back to colorado and was in a complete depressed state for a month. I just could help be feel terrible that I was so far from her. She was in my heart, and i had to be with her. I remember hearing this song and playing it over and over again. Along with someone by 6dogs rip
