I don’t know why this popped up on my feed but I’m disabled also please donate to me also…..I am a truck driver of over 30 years and just bought a 2024 Peterbilt outright saving for the last five years driving while disabled but I never beg for help stupid should hurt!
I've never watched any of your videos, but I have a clue what you're going through. Don't worry. Whatever you did wrong was just a mistake, and not intentional, things will get better now. I had hyperthyroidism in the 80's and it turned into graves disease. In my case, the specialist said the poisons went mostly to my brain. When I was diagnosed, I had radiation treatment in 1996, and it was such a relief. I was able to start living my life again, and strong enough to mentally ignore and put aside dissecting my anxieties etc. My illness gave me a bit of schizophrenia and I never told anyone of my battle within. Just prior, I had gone through a HUGE Spiritual experience that began in 1985 in a house that had many entities. I saw things, felt things, knew things... some of it pure evil, and some things were heavenly... but it was too much and overwhelmed me. It lasted several years. (family and friends witnessed quite a bit, so nobody doubted me). I didn't understand what was happening and just did my best to survive. That, along with the beginning of graves disease, and also being terrified of my x husband who was stalking me... was just too much... so I think I went within and went with the storyline that was guiding me. I can explain it all in ten different ways... and it doesn't matter. It was my personal inner journey that I didnt ask for. I can blame it on the temporary disease, being traumatically terrorized by my violent husband and developing many fears, searching for God with no direction and constantly getting lost.... whatever... but at the end of the day, all that matters is that you still have faith, believe in God, haven't harmed another human or yourself, and YOU know that whatever you were experiencing was real (only to you). That's not lying. That's confusion, and we all have it sometimes but we get through it. Just keep going. You'll figure it out one day, in a month or a year.. you'll just suddenly "know". Sounds to me like you got caught up in a "Twin flame" scenerio that was false. It happens. I went through that also from 2014 to 2015. I stupidly fell in love with someone online yada yada. So devastating. But in the meantime put it to the side and don't dwell on it. Start ignoring the stream of thoughts you were wrapping your present life in, and they will start fading away. Be strong. Youll be fine! 🌻🌻🌻 Take care.
Unfortunately saying something that isn't true even when you're confused is still a lie. That isn't even the worst part of what I did. I think I committed the unforgivable sin. I can't move forward if I committed that sin, because this is the end for me then, since there is no escaping my fate in that case.
Yes, but they aren't too bad this year. I don't use flea meds because wolfdogs are sensitive to stuff like that. I use natural remedies and a flea comb.
Please please don't take this the wrong way, but I think it would be best for you to seek help for the level of distress you are going through. I believe you, but it must be so tough to live your life so stressed out and having these delusions, even about what is real, and what is not the truth. Please look into mental health services or your local hospital. You seem to be showing a lot of symptoms of a mental snap. God is there for you, and loves you, and he wants you to take care of yourself and watch out for yourself. Part of that is trusting in your doctors, and therapists to help you. You are not crazy, you are not doing anything wrong, but you should take care of yourself. Everyone benefits from therapy, it took me a long time to trust doctors. Once you open your heart to others like god wants you to, they will accept you and help you. You just seem to be living in a lot of stress, it will get better if you let others help you.
Personally, I believe that the unforgivable sin is the blasphemy of rejecting God's gift of salvation. A repentant heart He will not despise. Think of the thief upon the cross. The Bible says that they heaped insults upon Him, but at the end, he asked Jesus to remember him, and Jesus said that he would be with Him in paradise. The very fact that you are so repentant shows that you have the Holy Spirit in you. The fact that you know Jesus Christ is Lord means that you have the Holy Spirit in you. The Holy Spirit living within us is a promise that one day we will be with Him in paradise. Don't be afraid , the Bible says that if we believe in our hearts and declare with our mouths that Jesus Christ is Lord, we will be saved. God bless you, dear one. You are a daughter of the King, and I look forward to seeing you in Heaven. Xx
Single Father of two, one on college full scholarship thankful jr such a hard worker , he earnd it. We was living in my truck, the city fined me so many times. Now we lost our truck our home... they dont care
I'm so sorry. 😢 Have you thought about moving away from there? Other places aren't so harsh. You could try to get to this campground, if you van afford $350 a month rent. It's Owassa Lakeside RV in Evergreen, Alabama.
@@archangelauriel007 a place called green lakes, but its just to fare.. if anyone out there can help. I have two savings bonds. Actually my and my twin brother... bonds just poof. Disappeard
I bet there’s more people than not out there making 2500.00 dollar a month house payments that would love to say fk it and live in a place like yours .
I've seen places in other countries like south America, Africa,and so many more I can't type,but this would be considered a mansion,I seen a woman living in a desert in Africa raising 6 small children all under 10 Her hut was clean to first floor ...but it was swept out I can hear the reason your homeless in your defeated voice?when I see someone who don't take care of what they got
We have places in the United States of America like this, yet Biden and his tyrannical government open our borders and give illegals the funds set for American born citizens. It's absolutely shameful. We need to do better. Great video. Keep your head up. Days do get better.🙏
Not to be a dick, and that's what it's going to sound like. You need to get rid of the dogs if you're having trouble supporting yourself, I get that it sucks and is sad and can break your heart, but they cannot thrive if you don't.
They won't thrive without me, believe me, they'll just let themselves die. They went without me for 3 days after I got carjacked in Michigan and they were taken by animal control, and they were both terrified and the one hadn't eaten the entire 3 days.
@@archangelauriel007 okay, I understand. I empathize with your situation , and I know I've only seen this little glimpse of your life, just hoping to get you some different ideas for possibilities and help you to elevate your life. Is outright I'm more worried about you then your doggies, but I know that they can help you to heal too, love to you.
You know that the outside is not trashy n it's clean inside. Most homeless homes r trash. But they should thank God that they have a place to live. N I hope they don't get kicked off the land
DONT THINK HE IS A WOLF!! HE MAY THUINK HE IS//THERE ARE WOLF-DOGS, HOWEVER//ALL DOMESTIC DOG BREEDS CAME FROM THE WOLF//CLOSEST DOMESTIC DOG WOULD BE PUREBLOOD ALASKAN MALAMUTE//WOLFS EAT DOMESTIC DOGS FRO BREAKFATS ! LMAO
I feel your pain and have some serious questions to ask of you. Where are you located? (state) WHO did you vote for in 2020? HOW do you feel about the Democrats giving top priority of illegals rather than American citizens? HOW do you feel about the open southern border and the Democrats replacing YOU as a voter with an illegal alien? HOW do you feel about Democrats giving illegals hotel rooms, $10K debit cards and support so that the illegals can blend into society? Do you now understand WHO means everything to Democrats? It ISN'T YOU! What does this tell us? That Democrats keep people voting for them by keeping them government SLAVES! You, myself and others mean nothing to Democrats. While we need $15 per hour to work and survive, the illegals below us need nothing more than $10 plus government welfare to live. We are used to having a full pantry. Those below us are not and having the government give you what you need to survive is being RICH to those below us. Who do we think that our "replacements" will vote for?Dependent, disarmed and fearful people are people YOU control. What is this all about? Disarming the world.
