my lyrics!!: totally perfect, totally wanted, totally worth it but nobody knows that i am the one losing it "pretty little princess" "spoiled little bit**" why wont they let me do it all? when am i good enough for it?
Here’s a random story I wrote: As I strolled down the street, I passed by the bike ride learning center where a group of people was engaged in mastering the art of riding bicycles. Memories flooded back as I watched them, triggering a vivid flashback from my own past.In the flashback, I found myself riding bikes with my friend, carefree and joyful. But the innocence of the moment shattered when a car appeared out of nowhere, hurtling towards us with frightening speed. Panic seized me as I realized it wasn't slowing down.In that split second, faced with an impossible choice, I made the instinctive decision to save myself. I veered away from the oncoming vehicle, leaving my friend behind. The screech of brakes and the sickening thud echoed in my mind as I bolted from the scene, consumed by guilt and terror.Back in the present, I continued my solitary walk, the weight of my decision heavy upon me. Each step felt like a painful reminder of the sacrifice I had made. My destination loomed ahead - the final farewell to my friend.As I entered the somber atmosphere of the funeral, the reality of my choice hit me like a tidal wave. The empty space beside me, once occupied by laughter and companionship, now echoed with regret and sorrow. I stood amidst the mourners, haunted by the ghost of my decision, wishing desperately for a chance to turn back time and make things right.But life offers no rewind button, only the harsh consequences of our actions. And as I stood by the graveside, I made a silent vow to honor my friend's memory by living a life filled with courage, compassion, and selflessness - a life that would make them proud, even in the face of tragedy.
