Love me when I'm gone, hate me when I'm here, Pain in every breath, never disappear, Voices getting louder, screaming in my ear, Wrestling with my thoughts, battling the fear. Shadows in the night, they whisper my fears, Broken dreams and nightmares, drownin' in tears, Searching for my peace, but it's never clear, In this lonely world, got no one near. Lost soul wandering, searching for a home, In this world of chaos, feeling so alone, Heart made of glass, easily overthrown, Tryna find myself, on this path unknown.
Countin' all this paper, but it don't heal the pain, Still hear the echoes of the bullets in the rain, Homies turn to ghosts, memories remain, Pourin' out liquor, tryin' to numb the brain. Mama prayin' for me, sayin' stay safe, Demons on my back, tryna keep my faith, Every move calculated, can't afford a mistake, Gotta feed the fam, got a lot at stake.
Came up from the trenches, now I'm flyin' high, Pain in my soul, I can't even lie, Mama cried so many nights, see the hurt in her eyes, Now I'm stackin' up these bands, got my family on the rise. Lost some brothers on the way, yeah, I miss 'em daily, Told 'em we gon' make it out, never let the struggle faze me, From the blocks to the stages, now they chantin' my name, But the streets still callin', man, nothin' really changed.
Started from the bottom, now I’m risin' to the top, London city grindin', I can never stop, Hustle in my blood, yeah, I’m all about the guap, Haters gonna hate, but I’m runnin' from the cops.
Yeah, I'm lost inside my head, I can’t escape the pain, Demons in my bed, they whisperin' my name, Shadows in the dark, they lurk inside my brain, Feel like I'm fallin' apart, can’t break these chains. Yeah, I’m cryin' out for help, but nobody hears me, Drownin' in my fears, they always near me, Heart full of scars, life ain't what it appears to be, Tryna find the light, but the darkness always steers me. Yeah, I feel so alone, nobody knows my struggle, Tryna find a home, but my mind’s a jungle,
Yeah, I’m fightin' with my demons every single night, Searchin' for a reason, tryna find the light, Livin' in the darkness, but I’m holdin' tight, Prayin' for the strength just to win this fight. 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
Lean on my - woes. I should let ‘em all go. Word to my fears. I should let ‘em all go. Deep in my ear. Got a new vision. Spent years going through the motions cause I never knew different. I should let ‘em all go. Word to my fears. I should let ‘em all go. Deep in my ear. Got a new vision. Got a new vision. Got a new - new…
