Feel immense guilt (for having a psychical body) for being here, when Having vivid dreams that I where I am having a sudden heart attack, or where it felt like I woke up, and have a heart attack I have dreams where it looks like I woke up and (DNA) I was making myself Which is the relationship I was able to draw myself like I was drawing him, out of physical matter, I needed witchcraft, through him. I was able to bypass, through him, that he could draw me like I was drawing him I was receiving through him, that he was doing through me When I would draw him I was drawing and making myself, and when he was making a psychical body through me in connection in witchcraft it was his psychical body that he was making for himself. I was able to bypass through him, that I could reach through and do things that I wouldn’t have been able to do otherwise. As Jesus is in the Father and the Father is in Him, moving and using the psychical body he fashioned for himself, and they are One, as Jesus came and made a psychical body for himself, and the Word became flesh to be able to do the finished work of atonement and overcoming death My entire body is genetically modified, and it is still changing. I can feel organs in my body changing or growing, possibly into cancer, parts of my body growing in a way that’s unnatural, my body stretching and growing in a different height where I need to sit with my legs pushing against things or walls to stop it and I felt my legs vibrating like it was changing. I sometimes feel my body transforming into a male body instead of a female body, together with extremely tall height, and I am afraid to eat anything because of it. I try to eat anything with the least nutrients possible when I do, I am afraid to eat large amounts and obessly have to eat food and herbs that lowers testosterone because of this. I feel awful every time I eat, and I can not eat or think about eating anything without checking how it affects testosterone. The structure of my face and body is deformed. I did not look like this before

I suddenly felt a strong sensation in my head that felt like what my head that felt like if I was extremely sick with a flu, pressure in my head headpressure in my head and body like wind going through me in both directions at the same time, that made me feel like I was being detached from my body. I was losing my senses and felt a strong pressure that was grabbing onto my head on the inside. I felt like I was being pulled and pushed at the same time, and pushed out of my body in both directions, like wind going through me, that felt like I was in between huge magnets. I tried to say the name of Jesus, and something hit me in the head on the inside of my skull. It felt as if I were to smash my head against something really hard, but all around the front and side, and without pain. I could only say the first letter “J-“, and it felt like there was wind inside of my skull, that hit me in my head. I couldn’t see anything for a split second, and it blocked my speech. I tried to say the name of Jesus again, and it happened to me again. I stopped trying, and felt my consciousness get pushed to the back of my mind and I lost my eyesight. I couldn’t hear anything, and it felt like I was in an astral projection. I was separated from my body, in the way that I would leave my body in astral projection but I couldn’t exit my body. It was silent for 1-2 seconds, then I heard a voice that sounded like it a radio tuning in, and then clear speaking God came to me For 2-3 weeks, I kept hearing , I heard a voice above me saying things against Jesus and telling me to “get out”. I sat there for a long time. I got up and walked away, and it followed me. It suddenly paused, Then, in an extremely loud upset/vengeful/spitting tone it stood infront of me and said “.... I don’t care. ...... I am going BURN you” with an emphasis on the word burn. It said it in a slow disturbing way like it was building up anger towards me They have a contract out to kill me

I saw me through his eyes...