#God1st Billboard Charting Music Producer :Credits - Keyshia Cole , Miguel , Jacquees , Omari Hardwick , Bre-Z , MTV, BET , VH1, Nickelodeon , WhoIsDenisia , Sossa Man , Coco Jones , Chris Sails & Many More ! #Poetry #SpokenWord
Everything still perfect, I swear I don't know how a frown appeared There... I just know that I just know that All I know is Fatigue, lack of focus My magnum opus My shoulder hurtin' Will it heal, I'm certain The times... worth it There's a certain woman I want and... I hope she sprout And say something Out her mouth Cause we seeped in Not really deep Just a week and a Weekend I tried to planned Somethin' It got canceled I reschedule No hand reached out to And what I mean is There was no comment I look up to the sky And wish to a comet (I'm lying) Every morning When I take off my bonnet No disregard Things happen I swear to God Shes at odds Things going on She carries on You can take me with you I'll be carry-on A good Samaritan The sparkling eyes of mine On you, a requiem Of... How I felt when I met you Beautiful, I use, those words So much its criminal I dont compliment much Seeing you, my time was due I'm not under the weather I dont get sick Abusing caffeine Like im an addict Lack of sleep I swear this sht not workin' At least I put in work I always clock in Right now locked in *x2 Im about get back and... Finish what I started, The end I got the job, doe I got the job, doe I got the job, doe I'm getting paid hoe A band every month, or so Put saving on my schedule And this chocolate girl, I can spoil She don't need to know She not mine yet That deep convo We had in a subset Makes me wanna meet up For other concepts In my mind, you're a conquest And I'm tryna speed run I usually patient (pation for the rhyme) As of late not too much with you umm... She got my mind...
(Pt 2)~@mccwest Put a smile on your face. We ain’t here forever. Make sure that your time doesn’t waste. I keep saying that I’m gonna be great It hasn’t happened yet that’s because my times running late Just keep in mind that we all can shine A beautiful heart is what Ive been tryna find I wanna love so bad I want my heart to explode With so much color it can take a life And make them feel like everything gonna be alright In your darkest times just know I can be ur light Never forget your dreams They gon keep you straight Help you deal with all the hate.
Mmm, tippy-toein' and I'm mud-walkin', hmm Rollin' sevens, I ain't ready for no coffin I know y'all love it when the drugs talkin', but Shut the fuck up when you hear love talkin' Shut the fuck up when you hear love talkin' If God be the source then I am the plug talkin' Yeah, baby Yeah, baby Yeah, baby Yeah, baby This my undisputed truth, uh-huh My life is like forbidden fruit, my bitch know better than I do A woman's worth, I barely went to church I'd rather fast with you than fuck it up Fuckin' with skirts 'cause I'm rational A nigga still gon' be a nigga, emoji heart, my family pictures Two-steppin' away from rappers, I don't trust their true intentions I'm not in the music business, I been in the human business Whole life been social distant, hoes like, "When you not trippin'?" I duck the party, who said they saw me? Crown on Bob Marley, wrist on Yo Gotti They gon' judge your life for a couple likes on the double tap Them hoes is sorry, they all get bodied I bless it that you have an open heart, I bless that you forgive I bless it that you can learn from a loss, I bless it that you heal I bless one day that you attract somebody with your mind exact A patient life, flaws, bless 'em twice and they'll bless you back Tippy-toein' and I'm mud-walkin', hmm Rollin' sevens, I ain't ready for no coffin I know y'all love it when the drugs talkin', but Shut the fuck up when you hear love talkin' Shut the fuck up when you hear love talkin' If God be the source, then I am the plug talkin' Yeah, baby Yeah, baby Yeah, baby Yeah How's love (how's love) when it's heart to your soul? But my nigga, left his ass on the road Gossipin' 'bout some shit you don't know Oh, you ho (yeah, yeah, yeah, fasho) I hate it here, baby daddy still on my phone I hate it here, askin' if I been on the pole I hate it here If you keep lurkin' on the low If you a fan, just let me know Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah (yeah, yeah) Now if it's love, I deserve to get some head on a balcony sometimes, sometimes And if I feel where your heart can be, you'll still be a part of me I love mine, love mine (love mine, love mine) Summer in the storm, I cannot conform (I cannot conform, I cannot conform) I just might love you still, just think I love me more It ain't love if you gon' judge me for my past No, it ain't love if you ain't never eat my ass It ain't love if you just only tie me down because you seen me in my bag That's why I'm anti-everyone before this mask Mmm, tippy-toein' and I'm mud-walkin', hmm Rollin' sevens, I ain't ready for no coffin I know y'all love it when the drugs talkin', but Shut the fuck up when you hear love talkin' Shut the fuck up when you hear love talkin' If God be the source, then I am the plug talkin' Yeah, baby Yeah, baby Yeah, baby Yeah Yo, yo Telekinesis, I'm purifyin' these D speeches While I'm cryin', I clean the feet of the sweet Jesus Dreams, visions get blurry of the Elohim, it's light It's known to tear retinas in a single gleam Shut the fuck up when you hear His love talkin' To the mind, it's God's cypher divine in a small portion, uh Faded pictures, this global madness, the intervention This world's in The Twilight Zone, this is the fifth dimension God, please blow the whistle, we need a intermission My good deeds in front of your door, I'm standin' by the entrance With heavy baggage, my brother's ashes I seen tragic, I did dirt, smacked death and held it to that nigga cabbage Love, we killin' greed, we killin' homelessness And I don't give a fuck about this land, I want ownership Bow your head for just God's sake Listen what the stars say when I say it's God's way Tippy-toein' and I'm mud-walkin', hmm Rollin' sevens, I ain't ready for no coffin I know y'all love it when the drugs talkin', but Shut the fuck up when you hear love talkin' Shut the fuck up when you hear love talkin' If God be the source, then I am the plug talkin' Yeah, baby Yeah, baby Yeah, baby Yeah, baby
Stuck in the world's hand hope it don't make a fist, fighting for so long feeling suffocated at times drinking till I'm nauseous, picking up the Loose Ends of my past washing up on the sandshores it could be bodies or it could be losses, I'm a astronaut When I snore watching myself sleep seeing demons at my feet, don't put a jacket on me that's Throwing Shade or under the bus but who's driving not too many you could trust, no opportunity is more financial than your own success valued opportunities don't take advantage, answer that line between real and fake never drop your value to meet somebody else's needs!!!...
Smoke fills up my lungs, as I sit back an evaluate the situation You're telling me things but your actions giving a different indication That my lifestyles weighing heavy on your mind, like anchored meditation Ultimately leading to another altercation Telling me I need to become closer to God.... How can I become closer to myself, hell these demons making themselves felt Hell, it's getting hot in herrr Ain't talking temperature But all these impressions felt Although habits becoming unattractive, like ashing on the mattress Still you attracted like magnets to this madness To this feeling I bring you, the gladest green eyed friends wanna be you/ shits the saddest Bc of how it's just me an you, Like how they dad is But you over being used and abused as you put it But still always telling em where to put it mmmmmm Some gotta change I got you All this misplaced rage isn't safe Using sex to cover up our problems Instead of conversation thinking ahead to solve em We'd rather just fuck it up I'd rather just fuck it off One night you got in an accident an thought you were gonna die We locked eyes an you told me to hold you thru the night Worried like fuc as I count your heart beats One two three that's on me I told you I got you But you'd rather see my as the problem Rather than a solution or the final outcome Leave me stuck like Malcom, how come you trust these nobody's An now it's over you see how you got nobody Who got your back? Noe that it's said an done? Who got your back? Not even one? Tellin me you walking out my life but you were only here for an apperance I ran thru so many hoes like I got em on clearance To fill a void in my stomach that got me feeling the weirdest I swear i bathed in the holy water I chose to purify my soul of the sins I pray my angels watch over me my father Casue my actions are a cause for redemption Appeal the only thing that came after the sentence Chewy barely 24 locked the rest his life behind fences Locked at 21 and cant even see the sun Hell die before he ever gets to see his son Touch him, hold him or see him in the physical All he gets is the oictures and prays robbing aint hereditary And that the stress of the situation weighed strong on is mental Cause the world get cold like in February Especially if it's habitual It's never to late rinse your soul of sins Ask the Lord for forgiveness Before you slide on enemies and both y'all die together Said yall ride together yall slide together now lie together as your mommas cry together
Fuck feeling hateful dont no longer wanna feel heartbroken I admit im still healing that mean yeah i gotta lotta scars open But dont wanna go on feeling hatefull no longer wanna feel heart broken I admit i got so fault im human i stupid feel like im supposed to I wrote this for everyone who been down that road too Redemption That dont i just want it be forgoten just hope they be forgiven
Wonder what to feel when I can no longer feel Walked aimlessly all these years with the world on my shoulder and a heart full of fears Fighting every battle with a fist full of tears reminiscing about my younger years throwing back and tossing back blunts in the ashtray If I live to see tomorrow it will just be another sad day Another day of pain and regret
It’s okay it’s okay, you’ll be fine. Wipe your eyes. Take your time, realign. You divine, and mighty fine. You so fly, take your time. So you grow, with this you’ll know…. that which makes you smile. Find your smile Queen, you divine Queen. I hope you find peace. And In the stars is where you find me.
I haven't been able to talk to God about my trauma until now. Thank you. Hello God, I come to you with a bruised heart and these silenced cries A mind washed in his lies like I was washed so many times An unwashed body so he wouldn’t touch mine An unheard word to avoid the pain of a fight or the guilt of a knife How could I allow this serpent back into my life so many times He came to your house and slithered his way through you window If I met him elsewhere would it have been easier to let go Where would I be now if I knew how to say no That’s a funny word no is If I had screamed it any louder would anyone have noticed Would I have dared swing if I had strength left in my fist If I’m knocked out how am I supposed to resist These are the thoughts in my mind that persist Forgiveness is hard but God I must insist Use me lord and grant me the strength to forgive this Cause you know lord I will never forget this The curiosity in his eyes as he put tears into mine The lies I held onto just to survive The pain that I went through to keep me alive I know God that my faith took a nosedive But I’m here now and can feel your hand take mine Use me to speak to those who still hide Allow me to be a vessel to speak your words through mine I know some won’t listen and that’s fine And some of them will still beg for their sign Much like I begged you for mine God please protect them until it’s their time Help them to learn to watch close and listen And not believe any lies that they’ve given And even if they don’t believe in the words that you’ve written Help them to see they are welcome to the home that you live in Help them to heal from the pain deep inside I’d help them all if only they’d let go of their pride Admitting this wrong does not and will not ever make it right Please God don’t let them give into this fight Please god grant those who are abused your sight This will show them the wolf as you pull the wool off of their eyes Turn the serpent back into the lost broken devil Grant them a peace in their heart that would make lucifer tremble And if they run out of time give them a place in your temple Because it was more than a heart they were able to swindle They gaslit our minds into making us brittle They made us weaker with words so people thought it was simple Like leaving was easy but the abuse only tripled I know to this day that mind is still pickled My gut is still sour and I admit I’m still bitter I know that I left that don’t make me no quitter God you gave me branch and I took it I asked for divorce and I booked it Some will say it’s a sin That the devil won in the end But how is that true when I was lead there by you Not every story has a prince and a fraud But that is my story and I am proud that I fought If you’re still fighting your war I’ve been there before I’ll be praying for you even after I’m healed And if you need to run let god be your shield Amen
Sometimes everything hurts so bad to the point you feel like your lungs are just gonna.. Collapse. Sometimes everything hurts so bad you just can’t seem to shake those fears and get your body to sit back and just Relax.. Sometimes everything hurts so bad.. just so bad To the point you begin to wonder if you even belong or are worthy so much so that you begin to just assume the answer yourself. You assume nothing can ever get better That nothing will ever be easier. You feel like your world came crashing down like the waves of an ocean but more fierce more loud. The noises in my head are loud. The demons in my head with their full surround sound in my membrane causing so much confusion.. so much pain I can’t begin to comprehend why god does what he does I can’t begin to comprehend why I feel how I feel All I can comprehend is that the hurt is so heavy inside me.. it burns so deep.. it burns like the unforgiving desert heat.. like the harsh floor that we as humans walk on our own two feet This constant headache feels like a sledgehammer banging against my skull, Like an ache that I can’t erase no matter how hard I try. The constant thought of you aches. When I think of you my life has color.. now that your not near all I see is hues of grey.. The pain feels like my heart is decayed. I can’t escape my mind I can’t stop the pain. All I can do is pray for better days ahead And until then, I’ll pretend . Pretend I’m okay,pretend I’m fine When really Just truly Ive been slowly dying on the inside. I can’t shake this grief I feel Loosing your child really does something to you The excitement dying out Full of wonders of why Causing you to relapse and loose all control of your mind Constantly adrift in a sea of uncertainty. Please don’t hurt me Cuz what I got now to give is all I have left. I just wanna reset;(
Yooo this got me want to drop what i have to say rn "I can feel the spiritual change within thee, I give thanks to the divine father that save me from lust and Redux which once it had an hold on me now I'm foucs up to get to fame and luxury as I'm done thriving off of misery . I felt the holy spirit touch my soul as it burns all my sin away like a stove, an young king is walking on the rigth road, a young king is still here and remaining bold, a young king have his demons frozen up like sub zero and his heart will never be cold, now I'm running it up to have money like Robin De Niro I'm rapper but who is cut like a hero, do you see it tho as my spirit shine and glows as I'm chilling as I ease the soul, can see though all the lies and deception like peep holes, made my trials and fruit of my labors fall like dominoes, hold it down like ten toes I know I'm going to heaven as I feel a something around my head, a halo. And the outside world is full of some dark people whom fear my glow as my passion is everlasting flowing like a river, as some people are cold as coldest of December my mama didn't raise no quiter, cause I'ma be a winner. G.o.d he is to official like F.I.D, do ya hear me I'm just a Conscious King that sees the beauty in all the queens that are dear to dp; dark poet is the name of the person with this insane'90s rhyme scheme."
What you know about the pain the struggles and the strain the lost and the gained Give em love but they didn't never feel the same But I pushed betrayal to the side cause I felt numb to the pain If only you told me the truth but what's the use I felt okay with Til I finish its a battle to see if evil wins Things die and new this began again Tbt before it's gets worse I wanna tell you I loved til it hurt
Ive❤️🤔 seen a church packed to the seemse this love is practical my living attribute to whay tragidy can do it will move your soul if your father was murdered on home soil too lives got caight up in the systems view thats dostactions from soul paths and what your task and plan is to give and delivery to a world that's way bigger thay you cant copy or disfigure shes the women of the mother of the view wonder if you can farther a view
My path and route all planned out for me to run it through to the end of its course from my very core spirtualky awakened no higher expectations whem i have bled for all am creating and stitching together until it's a statemnet build with my words until it's my religon had to re enline my vision come complete with my misison to neber submit the the devils kids no minions
Keep your lies there's truth being viewed before my eyes there all✨ common ties my lines will have everyone re inline am a👑❣️ seed in a hard time i can't part my heart and mind a cycle over tired on all over upheld to this stature my greatest moments i had to run down just to capture the profound bitter sweet chapter life can relax for you after time in this life treasured avenues more then perspective when you mention the lectures from the streets
