Hi there! my name is anika i am starting a new hopefully successful channel channel i had a channel name brave berry gacha it wasnt a success so i want to start again
If you would like to recommend something to me My email address is anikamathursupergirl@gmail.com It's really really old so don't judge me lol
Ugh, thank you, no one has had time lately to talk to me but, I have real bad social anxiety disorder, which is triggered easily, and I tell my friends and they just say: “Womp womp.” It’s honestly so annoying, I just want to talk about it simply. And as for my parents, they think I’m lying. Thank you.
i still remember when my brother used to touch me (inappropriately) when i was 6-8 (he was like 14) and he lied to My step mom and my dad Cause they asked him about it but less people believed me.. Even my real mom thought i was lying.. but i never lied in my life and everyone always think everything is my fault i always think suicidal like "i wanna die" "im gonna kill myself" "i wanna Get ran Over" (i dont know if it was ok sharing this with yall but i just wanted to because i dont wanna be alone or like nobody would no about my child hood and also it was my real brother...i never trust him too this day never... and also when i was 9 he tried to show me the website (P- im just gonna say corn cause i wanna be family friendly so i dont get banned ok) i dont know why he was showing me that...
Actually from days I am feeling confused and overwhelmed bcz on eof my frined is kind of withdraing from me I mean if I slightly stop talking to her not intentionally then she gets angry and don't talk to me and ignore and when I talk she will then only talk also I am sharing it openly in my family actualy I have been against opp gender friendshio kind of forced me since my parents always told th whatsover, my friend(just like sibling )of my own is taking claasses musical classes from female and I m doubting it a lot and I can't figure it why am I fonig this literally I was overthinking and worrying that this is not right and frinds should not do that.
Iam Avrene and simce no one knows my identity i will share my problems When my oldest sister was born my dad had an affair with someone else and my mom was depressed and my oldest sister which we will call BK told me that mom was depressed and became mentally unstable and my neighbour qhich we will call VU helped her go to the hospital BK said shewas about like 3-4 and it was really heartbreaking she became really skinny and weak but she stayed strong for my BK and my BK young sister which we will call NG and i wish my dad never had an affair with that SLUT and even my aunts from my dad side hated my mom and whatever my mom does they criticize and my older aister which we will call KIM was born and theni was born and it is so hard for me when i found this out because qhen i was crying and throwing tantrums i was ungrateful to my mom and i feel horrible for that i kept on thinking of self harn and su1c1d3 buti stopped myself and i wnet to school ppl critisize me and make fun if ne for being too quiet and my dad isn't even ashamed. And he even still hangs around with SLUT and These days im falling mentally ill and my health is getting worse my mind is going insane And my family conditions are getting worse and my dad even cares more about SLUT'S children then his actual children and my sister KIM is so ungrateful to my mom. And from now i have became stronger and iam not naive anymore and ive promised myself im gonna become successful and marry a good man who cares and and im gonna give my kids the life i didnt get.. I have anxiety and i might need help from therapist since i overthink alot and im feeling like im going to su1c1d3 suddenly....
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Ik I'm late but- Lately I felt like no one needs me, I have a manipulative and possessive as fuck best friend that's always leaving me, the worse is I was her friend for my whole school life and she just decided to leave me one day. I have another that's always putting attention to herself and saying "nO oNe cArEs fOr Me" when I was by her side for 4 yrs. A few weeks ago my sister became a doctor. My parents keep on pushing me to work harder since I sit on my ass 24/7 watching YT and TT vids on my bed. I just feel like I wanna rest and get out of this shitty ass life. And I dont rlly do vent, or cry. I find crying in public embarrasing and I feel the need to be perfect and not bother others, yk? But I feel like venting, I feel more comfortable online with peeps. Thank for doing this.
Hey dear, I understand completely. Funny enough, I am in a similar situation as you. Small tip: Focus on Yourself. Don't do anything to make others proud, do it to make yourself proud. Thats honestly how I keep pushing forward with life. Never do anything to make others satisfied, make yourself satisfied. You are BEAUTIFUL! You don't have to be beautiful on the outside! Be beautiful on the inside. Thats what matters. Please take my words into consideration. Love, Roselle ❤
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