It sucks I will never get to hear old 21 pilots live. There new stuff is good , but the feeling I have listing to the first few albums will never be matched. They had something truly special in the older days
They sang trapdoor and isle of flightless birds on their show in nyc last night live also ode to sleep too!!! Hopefully they will include some of their older songs during the big shows too!
and then i felt chills in my bones, the breath i saw was not my own, i knew the skin that wrapped my frame, wasnt made to play this game, and then i saw him, torch in hand, he laid it out, what he had planned, and then i said "i'll take the grave", please just send them all my way
we don’t get everything we pray for, we get everything that god knows will benefit us in the end. if you prayed for it and got it, it’s because god knows it’s what you need, if you’re praying and not receiving, it’s because the thing you are praying for probably isn’t the best thing for you in the long run.
I remember watching all her tik toks in real time totally terrified that she was gonna convince herself she could unalive, go to heaven and then be brought back to life to tell us about it and was *actually* gonna unalive herself live in front of everyone watching. Like, I couldnt sleep at night bc I was so worried about her. I'm so happy that she took a year off from social media/being in the public eye and seems to be doing much better and much happier at the moment.
Experiencing this in real time was the craziest most surreal thing. I couldn’t believe what I was seeing. It was so scary. I really thought she was going to do something bad.
you know, as a christian and a student of psychology i dont think she was really losing her mind. i think she was finding god and playing it up, for the attention, of evangelizing. was this a manic episode? probably. where at least half of these moments sober and clear of mind? also yes. just my opinion.
I think you’re spot on. But it’s clear that she was egging on her newfound realization of God. Only people who were fooled were her fans. Shorty would literally do anything for attention. That’s the concerning part.
I truly think she’s an intelligent and well-meaning individual. Isolation + weed-induced psychosis made her susceptible to danger. I think it’s a learning opportunity for herself and the audience.
man i can only imagine how torturous her thoughts were being that her ego felt the need to go into overdrive and protect her like this. i'm sad because i feel like i understand her based on my past episodes and i feel for her fr.
I genuinely am not surprised that she may be exhibiting signs of bipolar disorder. I’ve met so many people in my life who exhibit these exact symptoms of paranoia and delusion, and it is deeply scary to watch someone without the proper care that they need go through this. That being said, I’m not fully sure if Gabby has BPD or not, but she is showing a lot of signs that she might be eligible for a diagnosis.
TW: manía triggers For the people confused abt the “religious” or has never experienced mani as someone who’s been manic the best way to explain remember the feeling you got as a innocent kid when youd first learned abt conspiracy theories, aliens,paranormal videos or the illuminati its that feeling! where you completely dereal the world for what you’ve learned/seen it to be and maybe is “deeper” or “connected” somehow, then you start feeling on top of the world and “real life” problem doesn’t matter (that’s where irresponsible impulsive spendings and behaviors happen) and since you realized this you start derealizing nd thinking maybe you’re the core to everything and that’s where religion and language become so important as a way to solidify our feelings. Then when we connect things within ourself to the world that’s where the grandiose self comes out and along with that comes paranoia because it’s like some “hidden secret agenda”(that you cracked because again your grandiose and “awake” and the core to everything that took all your own personal “research” connecting language and religion and secret codes to unlock) and now the “fake reality” (literally real reality) is now going to try and destroy you from letting everyone know that we are all connected because we are all 1) that’s why the things she quotes that sound like word salad to ppl not manic we’re “connections” and revelations to her to prove her delusions are real and it’s such a terrible time and you completely loose who you really are.
