My intent with this channel is to give people, men and women, deep, narcissistic insight. Retired Navy, 32 year veteran-I have had my disorder for many years and now would like to help you identify things that may not be visible to you or many others. For speaking engagements for; youth groups, and relationship matters, please email me on my website @ www.leonrobertwalkerjr.com or preferably at lassen82cmc@yahoo.com. That’s quicker for a quicker response, too. It is my assignment to give back, help, and guide people properly.
My ex-girlfriend gave me this idea, so I owe it to her, when I help you all🙏🏾❤️🙌🏾.
Not Coming Back 😂Not Allowed To Come Back, Most Importantly Don’t Want Them Back 🤲🏽🤲🏽🤲🏽🤲🏽🤲🏽🤲🏽🤲🏽🤲🏽 My God Is Stronger Than Any Narcissist Bug 😂Got Me This Far Without. Thinking 💭 About Them 🤲🏽 He Have Me Blocked Lol From The Narcissist Been Almost Three Free Years!! Can we say Amen 🙏 🤲🏽❤️👌🏽🙌🏽😇
I don't think mine is coming back❤️🩹 He told me that he hated me Because I told my sons he was a cheater. And I shame him with his sons. But I miss him everyday it's been 32 years with him. I would have done anything for him. He has conditioned me to his ways. 😩❤️🩹
And if you get the temporary proof, what is to affirm that they mean it. Anyone who has the nerve to lie on God as much, so often, how do you trust anything that comes out of this person's mouth? That's too bold for my comprehension
He did nothing but stare at me and say nothing...30 yrs later when we started dating he couldnt look me in the eye when i asked him about how hes treating me...thankyou Leon for the validation of why this happened...i knew it was because he was guilty
After 30 yrs worth of devalue, leaving , then coming back I just knew this no longer served me for the longest time & I was holding on to sand... I decided to use my brain & say " I never asked u for anything , & what I asked for you refuse to give me , can you just do me this favor & lose my number , don't call me anymore , & if you see me in the street pass me straight " that's what I asked & I knew bcuz if his competitive nature he would participate ... it's been 2 yrs .. I've blocked them on all avenues of social media... I post mems anyway no life events ... so I say this to say you can cut the ties if you want to ... I've had so much peace in my life knowing he's not coming back
I was walking back home, he texted me as he parked by and asked why I didn't stop offering me sex on the backseat. The ffffffffff ? He wrote ... ''I'm going to do this to you (explicite), but I will stop just before you orgasm, leave you horny and sent you back home''. I thought it was so ridiculous and such a poor offer that I burst out of laughter. I wrote back Oh 😆 Sadistic aren't you ? That I would NEVER let him do that to me. I told him that I was fortunate enough to have experienced amazing lovers in my life. Men that REALLY knew how to make love to me. That once you experience this, you never settle for less. You wait without a care for the deserving one. Hehehehe...The audacity they have really. The delusion like they are gifts from heaven. Of course he became a total 🤡 after that lol. Each time I felt like he wanted me to chase him which was another TOTAL turn off as I never chased any real men that were in their true masculinity. I got bored by him and annoyed by his texting. I put some boundaries. Text less and not during the weekend. Hehehehe I felt like he was behaving like a mean teasing woman !!! LOL. It got him more pissed off and he started contradicting himsef, that it would not work between us but that we could stay friends (after all the love bombing promises) Again, I thought wow, it was already CLEAR to me .😆 I told him that I was relieved that he thought so and that I was thinking the same. So the ''Hey'' and the ''Hi'' with nothing else texts started. I showed my son laughing... who does that ? None of my regular friends or passed boyfriends ever behaved like this. I was answering back with only a random gif ( Forest Gump waving, or a mamot that says ''Hey'' nothing else after. The last time he wrote to me he said '' Hi beautiful, I miss you, how are you doing ? I sent him 👌 😘... and I went complete no contact without warnings. We were the first of January 2020. I know I made him eat dirt by doing so as if I scratched his body on the pavement. He went COMPLETELY NUTS. Which confirmed everything that he was and he did everything that they do. I never engaged again. Thanks to Sam Vaknin, I knew what I was dealing with. 4 years later, he is still obsessed but the cycles are longer. He gets a narc injury each time. We have no common accointances (even though we might know same people I never befriended any of them). All his male friends seemed too coward to talk to me ( I get the looks which makes me laugh), he tried to send some female monkeys... pe-lease. Wrong target. Apparently, I'm the only one who did this to him. I learned that he had it real hard since. Oh well. He tried the worst ennemi for a narc. An educated empath. He may focus on his recycling, I don't give a damn. I help others to get the knowledge.
How do narcissists get married or get in a relationship if they keep pulling back every time they get close? Why and how if they fear losing control of that woman / man they allow themselves to even get in a relationship?
Wow! My ex boyfriend was like that a lot, & I wondered why he seemed to "have no life" well, I realized he had numerous lives, with several others, since he in fact had Too Much going on in his head; trying to juggle all the others he was seeing. ~6 months done with him now. Hallelujah!!! 🙏🏼❤
THANK YOU Again🙏 boy do I recognize that stare I've lived it for years. It is so painful❤️🩹 for me that I stayed like an idiot and put up with all the BS😭❤️🩹❤️
This makes sense now, wow. It was his birthday and he was just a moody mess, kept starting arguments during dinner and then blamed me. When we left and in the car I just sighed real long and said I just can’t take this anymore and then got real silent. Looked out the window for awhile and for a change just had no words. First thing out of his mouth “is it someone else?” And I just shook my head just thinking how screwed up in his thinking he was.
