My dream life is standing out from everyone else. Like I'll go walking around the city in bright, unreal outfits at night and express my hyperfixation on star shaped things more. To be different, since being like everyone else gives me anxiety. To even get a few looks from people. To be the light in the darkness. To be the brightest star in the night sky. But not in the narcissistic way. Just to be someone that most people are afraid to be. I hope to achieve that dream one day. To finally be different.
but why you're craving to be acknowledged ? you gave an example with bright stars in the night sky and I understand, but I don't think you do, bright stars shines without the need of confirmation, and what I mean is you are different, you don't need us for validation, you already are a walking miracle and we all are but most of us spend a lifetime not knowing it, and this what sets you apart from others and the process starts inwards.
