My step brother took his life while I was home with my husbands gun and he blames himself because the guns we’re in the closet in our room miss you Aaron he passed Aug 30th
I THOUGHT I WAS WHAT YOU WANTED YEP GAVE HIM 21 YEARS AND AS SOON AS WE HIT IT BIG WITH MONEY HE WAS A HUGE LIAR HE CHEATED ALL OVER STOLE MONEY AND LEFT ME AND HIS ONLY DAUGHTER OUT TO DRY 21 YEARS GAVE IT ALL AND HE SOLD US OUT FOR MONEY SEX WITH OTHER PEOPLE AND A TRUCK😅😅😅 BUT GOD JESUS CHRIST IS MY ROCK HE HAS LIFTED ME AND AS MUCH AS I BROKE HE RESTORED ME AS A PERSON HE GAVE ME A NEW CLEAN MARRIAGE LOVING NEW HARD-WORKING HUSBAND PRAISE GOD WAS IT EASY NO BUT JESUS CHRIST KING OF ISRAEL IS THE ANSWER I PROMISE YOU❤❤😊 I have 3 years now married SO THANK YOU GOD
i remembered this song earlier... I went thru a break up about about a week about with my ex bf... no other breakup has felt like this... i made a quote based off it... i wrote it myself. This song hits hard. it shattered my heart when he said we cant see each other anymore. i cant stop thinking about him. It hurts so much. I dont even know if i can keep going. Here's my quote: (sorry if its kinda long) "It’s only been about a week since we broke up, but it feels like a lifetime. I keep replaying everything in my head, trying to figure out where it all went wrong. I miss him so much that it physically hurts. I walk around pretending to be okay, laughing with friends and acting like I’ve got it all together, but inside, I’m a complete wreck. I see him in my mind every time I close my eyes-the way he used to smile at me, the way his voice would light up my day. It’s like I’m stuck in this loop of memories that I can’t escape from. I thought we were solid, that we had something real, but now it feels like I’m just drifting through life without direction. I don’t know how to move on from this. Everyone tells me that time heals all wounds, but right now, it feels like time is just dragging me deeper into this pit of sadness. I keep scrolling through my phone, looking at our old pictures, and it’s like a dagger to my heart every time I see his face. I want to reach out, to tell him how much I miss him, but I know that would just make things worse. I may look happy on the outside, but inside, I’m dying a little more each day. I feel like I’m wearing a mask, hiding the pain from everyone around me. I keep thinking about all the little things we did together-the late-night talks, the inside jokes, the way we could just sit in silence and still feel connected. Now, it’s all gone, and I’m left with this overwhelming sense of loss. I don’t know how to fill the void he left behind. I keep hoping that maybe tomorrow will be different, that I’ll wake up and feel okay again, but so far, every day feels like a struggle. I just want to find a way to heal, to move forward, but right now, I’m just lost in this sea of heartache."
But, I know I got keep going, I used to be sad 😢 and depressed 😢 all the time. But, my mom, and my brother’s, and my friend’s, they all tell me to never give up on yourself. I remember all of them telling me “ Jaramiah, there is a girl out there for you, you just haven’t meet her yet “. And I remember thinking 💭 to myself. Yeah you’re right. I can’t give up, not now, not ever again. I told myself that all the time. Everyday and every night. All the time. But I do cry every once a while or sometimes 5 days or 3 months. But, now I know I gotta keep going until I find my girl.
I lost my daddy 5 years ago, and remember as it was yesterday. Traumatic bittersweet day and thankful for my pastor that rushed over❤, and spoke about the divine message on Father’s Day. Pastor Mike I love you like a dad and appreciate you, and like I told my own dad Sorry if 😢I let you down. You mean a lot in my spiritual growing journey. ❤Big 🫂❤!
@@peggyeaton5647 🥰 sorry for yours as well. That was so kind of you and made my day brighter by having compassion. We need each other in this world 🫂. Have a beautiful day!😁
I thought I had found my person. She was my best friend and we had known eachother for years, but lost contact. Then when we met again I felt a spark. She introduced me to new music and new games, but I guess I got my signals mixed up or weird too long to say something.
Broke my heart this 💔 I’ve not seen my daughter for a little while because me & her mother split 😢 we FaceTime most days but it’s just not the same there’s something missing inside me that hurts everyday 😭
It happened at prom night I love him so much no matter how rough things get with me he still loves me even though I can be a bit crazy but the thing is when someone truly loves you they won't leave you for anything and I love him so much and I really don't deserve him🥹🥹🥹
I've lived a hundred lives to get here and hurt perhaps a hundred more. I'm 27 now. Three years since a rock bottom steel bracelet vacation and a big life lesson. I'm sorry to the few that have really seen the worst. I hope you're happy now. I made it. I have a home, a garden, pets like cats, fish, a pig and some chickens. I have hobbies, I stopped going by old places and seeing old people. it's been tough but learning how to love myself and stay in one spot over the past few years has been a blessing. To anyone that actually reads this, thanks, I hope you're happy too.
