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Sometimes I think the best of me gets the best of me Confidence n regret but ego In the driving seat He’s sitting right next to me Pouring up iced Hennessy Red Bull and pineapple juicy squeeze
Music is really That sweet lil feeling Music is in me Music is within This is the rhythm Or are you feeling To jump out the room Jump out of cocoons High up the moon Let me tell you something this I jusy hope that youre grinding Skating easily comes with timing Lyricism comes with rhyming Bitches gon come with lying Riches gon come when you trying I just hope youre grinding
0:25 ~Hero's Journey/Porcelain Habit~ My thoughts crumpled like piece of paper If you make a bet on yo life You can't repeat the wager You seekin favors I'm seekin favor I'll see ya later If I gotta compromise myself for it You can keep the paper I'll fight to death my vices Fight for light inside cause the limelight ain't the brightest If you don't see the vision now hindsight gon provide it My plights are a path to the high heights that this life gives Must be smokin somethin potent thinkin you'll stifle me That's far fetched Like a lighter lit but the fire freeze Dire deeds I can see em deep in yo eyes fam Heart so cold I heard they call you the ice man Art so old I heard it goes for a price man Torso twisted broken hero's journey is silent Suffering Quiet pain But it's thundering Even when I was muttering Somethin in me was slumbering It's awake now I'm done with the wait now Burdens heavy before gettin light Up the weight now Competition in the way I run em straight down Then I run it straight up Workin for a paystub Rather listen to the bass thump honestly I spend most of my days just pondering This honor thing They all talk about it loosely I'm tryna hone it within my soul and print it on some loose leaf I got truth underneath my skin reach deep in my veins I see deceit and it's ways But the struggle necessary It teach a reason to pray Rap until I'm legendary And reach some people seekin evil to help lead them away The path is narrow to stay The past a harrowing place Don't get trapped in it the masses drift further farewell to Grace They cannot afford it Divine don't accept the payment method they conformed with Denied all the signs of the that force that pulled them toward it Holy Fire offered it was gorgeous Most beautiful thing they ever seen but they torched it Unfortunate Tragic Subordinate to madness A porcelain habit
Been working part time, 30 hours, with some college on the side I just realized, I’m pretty scared, is this what my life entails? Do I have enough drive, to make it worthwhile Not even tryna be depressing truly honest question Maybe it’s impostor syndrome Maybe it’s time to really panic Maybe im a fucking manic Have the same idea of what I wanna do as me when I was just eleven Can I get some advice? Maybe I should ask a reverend? Same reverend prolly just happy he doesn’t worry about when his rent is I look around and feel everyone around me is fake fulfilled Maybe fulfillment’s a delusion that has never been for real
Vi Viva life To live a life lead ya mind Of regret every lie Many times I stepped in the west direction 9 deaths from since [redacted] was insurrected incorrect him Billacheck him with Tom or with Wesson
Drop my hiatus, got something to say my cock in your broad, rub my nut on your drapes everyone got directions, but not the way just waiting for my time to crash, like the stock exchange you mother fuckers put me to sleep sob stories, 2 cent commentaries, cartoons like tom and jerry ok, here's your cookie just breathe... ...just breathe... ask yourself why my musks in your sheets live as cattle until our together dusk is complete Yeah eyezeck dropping the beat jovi rapping, got you blushing discrete got so many quotables, but don't quote me though kinda late to the game like yoshi's story, doh ain't black or white, eating these oreo's fuck with me, you can die with your broad like romeo never know if i got my stories right just speaking my truth, interlope with wives deep down, you know all bored with life everything looking mordor like shining so bright, i must be close to death I ate your food, ain't no soap for your dish who knows how many 4 leafed clovers i've ripped just trying to break bread, we too broke for the bread want to hang, i got a rope for your neck my shit so sick, almost choke when i spit how many rappers i'd kill, could start an orphanage gotta know the ledge and then go over it
Low-key I thought this song was dropped muted because that how I got it in here but then I had to exit out the room and the come back in when I first clicked the link
how to deal with bitches penny pinchers emotional (turmoil) state a twister through the grape vine we should feed that boy a twizzler why are you so defensive understand what it means to be in friendship tension fostered faced a blizzard face froze off guess he learned a lesson picket fences message from beyond pain is friend to be embraced through the fog twists and turns of mirage forgot your face at large forgot to pray, praise Jah try to free the self from (the) gymnasium shackles and trepidation for the ramifications, of making a choice i air my voice, to the mirror praise the reign of tyranny and fear or have hope that good wins out vow to bow surmount the greed that hunts a hound he hasn't eaten though rib cage pierces the skin like a hook to catch morsels and scraps black lungs tarnished with ash he grew up working a mine shaft dad was a firefighter, died when the planes crashed to understand perspective, to pry open a closed heart approach open and present depart judgement of self and others his life is finite a will to love discovered
Times like these On a search for inner peace, Watch my ego bleed, Fair enough, If it wasn't for the hour glass I woulda skipped steps, Saw a caterpillar bite on a certain leaf, Loud thoughts in my solitude Turn to a poetic breeze, Do it all with ease, Careful not to storm over calm seas, My perception taught me how to feast, Get the bag like I'm reaching for my diary, Scribe on a notepad under hella trees, Keep these bars for the irony, Please
sometimes i needa remember to lock in promisin, goin up is the only option i hate arguin, im not elissa slotkin ill sock him before i end up on her block list a moshpit, 2 many heads, i see boppin the opps did a search, they couldnt find my cockpit i locked it, and seen the whole world topless i got hits, too perfect perfect, i might crop it swervin thru the hustle for some profit all these drugs buildin up i really needa stop it pink lemonade, straight ostrich u see where im at hopefully u mock it the red flashes on my head, i need some oxygyn and if i dont get a hit, i might lose my consious and if i get it wrong, i might just feel the opposite walked up empty the magazine not the pockets although i will say i have been searching for alchemist beats and this is what ive made from all of em since the bpm was mostly the same, and i cant find good samples for the love of it to make one myself
Fear in my heart Gotta smash that Tears for the fallen Still i am walking Pill for the bargain, made me captain Of my own ship Shit is magic Told my whole like The crutch is weakness But im straight with the posture Stead of leaning Can hold myself up Stead of fiending, for a dose of The fake loving Attention seekers stealing my endorphins Serotonin rise with they endorsement Deflated when its true they feigned my importance Cycle on and on, and on and on, and Till i step in the track, press record and Spill out the feelings Back to boredom Back to real life, finally claiming what i feel like Doing what i need to feel right No more downtrodden Less bad times, crossing my fingers, no more bad days Complaining sounding passe More dignified, raising cache Only time will tell if i made the grade or if im classless Head in the present, not the past tense Feel fantastic, first time in a while, I feel fantastic
