We used to be together for 3 years, we had our own small house, a routine. I got used to her presence and being with her most of the day. When i proposed to her for marriage she rejected it and then broke up with me for no apparent reason. Its been 5 months now that i am alone and still cant seem to move on. She had it very easy to move on, found someone else immediately. Whatever
Tomorrow is my birthday and I'm back here again, I was here last year. And I'm here again. I am doing far better mentally. Though the situations are still the same
Everyday, I get up and go to the bathroom. I look at myself and I am reminded of what went wrong. It feels like an existence with no story, no plot, just a character thrown in for the sake of having more characters. I wish to end it all, but I don't have the means to. I don't have the courage to die, but I don't have the motivation to live. So this shell now is left to exist without understanding who it is.
nothing more depressing than being alone on your birthday... end up like moe... "Happy birthday to me, Happy birthday to me... will someone please come kill me" This is a joke.. kinda... not suicidal just love dark humor
Don't you love it when an edgy dumb incel teenage boy uses music made by a queer woman about the feeling of alienation of queer identity and makes a corny edit with it? Lol
My birthday was yesterday, my mom got mad at me for not being perfect in her eyes, my brother did not enjoy it nor did he gifted me something. my friends are all busy with work, and my family showed over all tehy did not enjoy it. i could not even play my own music
