to an old best friend, did i tell u that i miss u? you’re close yet so far… i think about you everyday, i know i wasn’t perfect but i really want to sincerely apologize for what i may have done. one moment we were texting and then all the sudden you stopped replying to my messages. i wish you told me why or at least “i don’t want to be friends with you anymore”. i don’t know if i should be confused, sad, etc. unfortunately what i do know is i need to accept it for what it is, despite me not wanting to. if i could go back, rewind and erase time, i would go back to May and erase the thing that caused the potential reason as to why we lost our friendship. we used to spend every living moment together and now im forced to do everything alone. i already reached out to you twice and received no answer, but maybe no answer is the answer, the one that i need, not what i wanted. regardless i hope for that one day i wake up and receive a message/call from you. i miss u and can’t do anything else other than wish you well and hope you come across something more than better 💗
