japanese → portuguese translation (by justarandomyoutuber9235 on this comment section) → english translation! "We won't be able to see each other, right?" you said with a slightly phony voice As if you were talking to yourself I ended up noticing that what I hoped for Was opposite to our promises, a disturbing theory In this scorching sun To me, who poured cold water over the asphalt, "idiot" is what you called me while crying Even if the words "it's fine" don't mean anything, it was the first time I saw you being so warm and gentle Save me from this Samsara masked as justice, darling You don't need to justify yourself about anything anymore Deceive me with radiance I want to love you forever I can't speak reasonably anymore, I want to get attached To the soothing shadows and even to your sweaty hands Why can't I forget? I want you to be my light, I want you to be proud of me While the sunflowers are swaying, let's hold hands again As long as rain stops, it's already enough The red umbrella that I pretended to not see It still hurts, as if stabbing deep into a wound Over a exchange so tight So far, you drift away Even though you have already escaped from my hold You are still lightening up my heart "Now we can't go on anymore, right?" this love that keeps testing me I don't want to give it over so artificially My heart keeps beating harder and harder, and I can't speak properly It would be awfully cowardly to cry right now, yes? My worthless, somehow lovely intentions Are going to turn as passable as melting ice, now show me your smile Amidst this play-date of love, one day someone will certainly disappear Let me go on just a little bit more, until I can take the lethal dose of it once again Save me from this worry masked as justice, darling I don't want these suicidal ideations to consume me anymore I want you to grab my arm and take me wherever I want to believe in something and be able to go insane The lukewarm wind at night, and even the ice-cream at 2 AM They will heat up and change over time as well Even though we have already parted ways, everything will still be here, inside my chest While the sunflowers are swaying, let's gaze at each other once again The noise comes and leaves them behind As long as there is someone with you, it's already enough Alone, alone, alone I have to fall asleep I softly swallowed it all down, it's not like it's that unbearable I embraced my own body, slowly paralysed Save me from this Samsara masked as justice, darling You don't need to justify yourself about anything anymore Deceive me with radiance I want to love you forever Without you, I cannot live anymore Without the soothing shadows and even without your sweaty hands Why can't I forget? I want you to be my light, I want you to be proud of me While the sunflowers are swaying, let's hold hands again As if we were screaming, as if we were suffocating
