Sounds like they just couldn't handle the heat lol(though, I think you're right about them just wanted to get out of school lol) I'd happily eat a handful of these. Spicy shit is the one thing I'm pretty confident/cocky about. Used to bring da bomb into school and challenge other guys to try it. "Can't be that bad, he's using it like ketchup on his tots.." little did they know, I thought about tolerance for a number of years.
Damn dude, you're a machine As a fellow ahem alcohol enthusiast, and probably twice your weight - I hope you had fun doing this stuff but can cut back the alcohol buddy I'm both impressed, and worried lol Cheers (xD) and much love
its absolutely the fear of falling. what the other guy is saying is more 'call of the void' oriented. one is centering around the fear of falling through any means. being pushed, losing footing, jumping ect. The other is a deliberate act that is intrusive but actionable and your brain doing a sort of 'self check' on its self preservation. Every call of the void occurrence or often called 'high place phenomenon' is an intrusive thought. Not every every intrusive thought it a call of the void/l’appel du vide/high place phenomenon occurrence. But they are still separate things.
This is not my business but it sounds like after meeting bio sibling you weren’t so into a cont’ a relationship necessarily because you don’t have natural similarities or interests but maybe you need to decide if it’s worth it to nonetheless try to get to know him more ( without pressure from either side into pretending you’re close) just because he is related, and if so yeah be one to perhaps put forth the initiative at first. You may find a friendship, over time. I get though the family has some tensions and difficulties, that your bio sibling had to contend with and maybe it’s possibly not a happy but rather sad situation that feels a bit alienating. It’s a difficult decision, maybe your wife would have an opinion to draw from. Whatever happens, I wish you peace and thank you for sharing your story. I’m sure it helped others and gave me a lot of insight and some solace too that we aren’t the only ones trying to make sense of family estrangement issues. It’s pretty difficult. I’m happy though you found your wife and wish you the best.
russians - never eat cold noodles, want them as hot as possible. meanwhile some guy on other side of planet complains about noodles that not cold enough lol. for me its soooo weird to eat cold noodles, u cant even imagine, its like one day someone offer u eat cold pasta or cold pizza
thank you for sharing your story, ben. i remember those videos where you eluded to the fact that you were going through something personal. as a KAD myself and a bendeen dayone, i feel you.
I think it was great of you to be there & your brother didn’t have to go through that alone. I know your mental state would have been shocked but I’m glad you could have been there to support your brother. I lost my kids father & I couldn’t imagine going through that alone let alone my exs family being alone. They are amazing & it was so sudden that he passed & it does take a toll.
Thank you for sharing Ben. I've been watching you forever and remember you sharing about your Korean family a long time. I had wondered what happened, but understand wanting to keep things private. As bizarre as it was, I am glad you got to have some final closure with your father.
Your story is one of 200,000 Korean adoptees. The largest number of adoptees around the world. Most of them in the US and around your generation but it goes as far back as WWII. Hope your story can help in some way with the other adoptees. As a Korean-American who learned about this in the early 2000s in college, I became somewhat interested in this topic cuz the peak of Korean adoptees was during the decade I was born, in the 80s.
Ben, I'm so sorry to hear about your father's passing. I can only imagine what kind of emotions you've been experiencing. If you need any referrals to speak to a professional, please reach out. There are so many options now with the Korean American counseling scene and no shame in getting help to achieve peace, closure, and the happiness you surely deserve.
to get the best out of that, a but of lemon juice and some garlic powder.. salt peper... boom that makes it 10X better than just the avocado alone.. even tho i really like avocado taste on a toast like that its a bit blend if you have nothing else.
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For any other millennials who haven't had them in a while, or for anyone else who wants to try them, go back and try those fruit roll ups, they're damned good lol. I recently went to a boardgame night where the host had them out on the snack table, and I was surprised at how tasty they are lol.
