holy- it's been a week? i'm actually recovering and having no conflicts forgiving myself really helped i ithink my diary can be complete i guess thanks for everything if you ever return we can be friends with me always being able to talk to you
@@qstronomyou can always talk to me whenever you want by the way i’ll respond as soon as i am able to i promise you that. this video always helped me when i was sped and no other version or music made me feel the happiness this gave me. thank you!
@@qstronom i’m actually smiling and laughing rn i’m so so happy you were okay have a nice day and thank you so much for the response diary may be 1 month old but i’ll be a year happy tysm
1:25 this part always makes me cry because it reminds me of the time I got into a really bad car accident and almost lost my life during the accident two months after I turned 17 years old. I still have anxiety whenever I drive
nop they're just uh wasting my sleep time avoiding me making diary nights hoping i won't forget this one i sleep randomly between 8pm to 11pm so ye alarm wouldnt work in case i delayed its currently normal though i mean i have 4 years to find someone so yeah 3 considering my birthday is soon (sadly, at the start of school) man i wish i could spend my birthday with my online friends rather than my family even though i somehow forgot my best friend's one. why man. i better apologize when i get the courage to. i mean at least they're happy rn, no? i'm not in free time i'm just making a small note while i can, it's just 3 mins or smth. thanks for giving me a comfort zone
...last night was a nightmare. best i don't explain why ain't your fault regardless if you ignore this or not it's your own channel whatsoever don't blame yourself if anything
if it wasn't for the fact that i was crying over songs i'd miss the diary of this day. why was i crying? over my best friend. well don't wanna vent or hurt your feelings so not your fault anyway sorry
Throwing poison seeds into the wind Make the poison tree to grow in me begin Let your branches fork my veins Let your honey tide in me Blood loving, poison whispering Oh, beautiful poison tree Let your power grow in me Let your sorrow pour in me Take away my blood and bones Make your flowers deep inside of me Least I'll still have company In my insides, tiny poison tree I seal my love in me Tiny beautiful poison tree Oh, beautiful poison tree Let your power grow in me Let your sorrows flow in me Turn me into a poison tree Turn me into a poison tree Make my shadow go away Make my branches strong and hard Make my leaves flower and spread Make me feel like something powerful Is growing deep inside of me Turn me into a poison tree
i was at vacation, and my phone broke 3 days ago. was gonna text you the same day on another one but it was too late, same with the day after.i returned yesterday and i couldn't text you due to preperations etc and bed time. thanks for helping me get through these, it means a lot i know i'm recovering but part of me is still hoping you'll return thanks sm
i may be getting accepted due to being gay and atheist, im finally leaving this loop hey thank you for helping me go through this yeah it was just a few weeks but that lasted so long ty <3
@@Eternal_Helll hii dont worry about my latest comments btw it always seems to me its going all down at one day but then returns back to normal thanks for your profile descripton by the way, you can talk to me if you wanna too anytime
