11:49 miyu is so relatable, I might not relate to everything but there's a lot in common. I feel like it's impossible for me to have normal relationships and life like other, I have one friend, social anxiety and trust issues, as u said I stopped having expectations and expect disappointment more than good stuff, tbh I don't know what to do anymore. U endure it because u don't want ppl to hate u and I do because I always think "what's the point" "it is what it is" and end up regretting everything. I thought I was protecting my mental health but I don't think this is any better, now I'm just a lonely girl with 0 social skills lol. Miyu is literally my most relatable content creator 💕 I hope u find the happiness and friends u want 🤍
Here’s a lil story idk if it’s out off topic or if it fits but yeah :> . I’m a person who’s very sensitive so I literally cry at anything , movies and etc . When someone says smtg bad abt my family I’m abt to cry go to my fam and say they’re perfect the way they are . Yesterday I was at a bday party of a 7 yr old girl , she invited 4 friends and I told them to hold they’re hands and never leave out someone . I followed them to see if anything is okay then I saw a girl wanted to hold another girls hand but she didn’t want to and hold her other friends hand . They left her out so I got to her and started crying a bit , then I played with my sis, my brother and her , and that literally broke my mood . Whenever I see that someone is alone I go to them and talk with them , I can’t see someone who’s alone in Theyre group or else It will ruin my whole happy mood . You have such a good heart miyu ❤
