I'm currently in a similar situation. I witnessed my brother getting hit by a train when i was 15. All while the rest of my family were on vacation and I had to call them to come back home immediately. Going through this sent me on a downward spiral with no one helping me. I started failing in school, failed to get my degree, then somehow managed to get and then immediately lose my dream job. My dad developed anger issues and started verbally abusing me, my sister and my mom. I stopped caring about other people and I stopped caring about myself. I stopped cleaning, taking care of personal hygiene and eventually even lost most of my friends. And then my mom got diagnosed with COPD. The last 8 years of my life were hell and the last 3 years were especially tough. I saw my mom's health getting worse every day in front of my eyes and I couldn't do anything to help. Eventually we had to call an ambulance for the first of many times because she was struggling so much to breathe. Eventually calling the ambulance was no longer an option because it'd put too much strain on her. So we had the medics come here and show us how to inject her the morphine to ease her anxiousness and breahing difficulties. I witnessed her final breaths on may 31 2024 at 8 am in my living room. The illness won and took everything from her and her loved ones. One part of me is happy that she doesn't have to suffer anymore but the other part thinks "Why us? what kind of god sends so many shitty presents to a small financially unstable family who didn't do anything wrong?". I'm about to turn 24 and I started taking better care of myself. It might be pretty late but I'm working on my weaknesses and social skills. It's hard not to fall back into old habits and I keep falling back but i'll keep trying nonetheless.
I don't really get the ending of this video. ? But anyway, I still am very sad, and probably always will be. I always think why are there no more videos of you, but I get of course why that is. About Beast I can't say anything, I think he inspired you to do vdeos maybe and that is okay, it is sad he got cancelled but I think I also get why that is... (to say it lightly...)... I don't know much about the issue yet, I wasn't even subscribed to him since long anymore, so everything went past me so-to-speak. He probably brought you into the extremity of doing videos, he was never very subtle, and you did not want to be either just to impress him - and yourself. We think that is life, and I get many believe that it must be that way, but I doubt it has to be... it does not have to be fast-forward or just fast, or crazy, and dangerous, but of course that was the spirit of youtube at that time... only maybe it would have been better to not try to impress influencers so much. but accidents happen. Sadly... no idea why actually, it all seemed so unnecessary. It will always hurt in some way, more than other losses we all had. Two very wonderful people that we lost (I did not know Albert or heard anything about him before, but I get he was insprational too and a cool guy.) I wish you to become stronger, no matter what. I thought tho, from seeing your Instagram (last time I checked was many months ago) that you are quite okay, almost back to somewhat happy... Try to not stop, don't let it or anything stop you. You are stronger than you think. Take care...
I have no words after this video, Things can change like that, in a blick of an eye, and then someone is just gone, i really know how you feal rn, i watched albert alot when i was 10 or 11 and i miss seeing his videos. i am also very sad, that he is not with us anymore, i hope you will get better Tucker <3 -Kasper
Amazing. 6’5” and 220 lbs. The poor Onewheel 🤣🤣🤣 I had no idea they were that tough. Great video with great photography. And the challenges in looking for a charge. A trip to remember one day.
Outside of clickbaiting Mr Beast's name for views, this video was unnecessary. The main topic this video was about was already explained in a different video.
It seems that what he`s essentially saying that meeting Mr. Beast gave him the momentum, a kind of creativity spark on what to do on RU-vid, on what he needed to make the videos he`d wanted to make, on the RU-vid Videos he`d wanted to film, its like meeting Jimmy made his head click and in that momentum, with that insight, he went to the moon with it and in that rocket ship of his going to the moon, he ended up losing his best friend through a cliff in Italy while recording for a youtube video. Now from the title, the idea that I'm getting is, he was not in any way ready to meet Jimmy and its coming with a touch of regret. Although there was some good things that happened from it, there is a kind of foul after taste in his mouth (the death of his best friend) that is has been impossible to get rid off or even live with for that matter. Either that or, I have not understood sh*t...
I am truly sorry for your loss. It's coming up on three years since I lost a close friend who got me back into vlogging. I wish you well. God Bless. 🙏❤💙💚
For everyone saying that he clickbaited, just watch the video. You'll see that the title doesn't mean that because of Mr.Beast his RU-vid career came to an halt. He means that everything that he got from him is now gone, because of those 2 horrible accidents that happend to his best friends. So, don't say that he clickbaited. That's because, he didn't.
kinda strange that i got recommended this video, because when I was a kid, I literally had a dream where I drove a john deere mower across the US. Ever since, I've wondered if anyone actually done anything like that before.
The MrBeast fans are crazy to not understanding that he meant he lost the opportunity from him it’s shitty and pathetic these comments defending mrbeast after two people fucking died.
