ah fk, im in some kinda fked up loop, more disappointments, disappointments that i've already expected, why am i even trying, why do i even bother, i should just move on, why can't i move on.
"If I am a monster... Then what are you for letting me become one. In the end you are just another fool trying to stamp out an ember in your burning world. All it takes is a spark and you were the one that struck the match and cast me aside. You shall know this one comfort, as your world burns, at least in hell it won't be as warm." D