9:41 i relate to this one so much... so basically i have a friend ill call her A and A was chill, yknow that supportive bestie kind of person and she had a birthday party and told most of her friends (including me) that we were invited but instead turns out she wasnt allowrd to invite half of us and most of us were unbothered except me. literally she was in my top few favourite people and i wasnt invited. i started to feel bad and rethought why she wouldnt have invited me and realised how many annoying things i did to A. i realised how annoying i was. and i honestly wanted to kms. better then she INVITED MY FAVOURITE PERSON IN THIS BIG ASS WORLD. and not me. also i stayed up the other night and nearly kms bc of her bc i wanted to know how she would react....
My favorite quote (from my favorite book, solitaire) goes like “ ‘do you want to kill yourself?’ He asks, and the question seems so unreal because nobody ever asks that question in real life.”
0:54 My abusers were all girls. Hear me out on my story. Mom was abusive, verbally and emotionally to me drunk. She'd hit my dad and abuse him physically. My sexual assaulter was a girl. She was ALOT older than me. So don't go thinking anything to reason with her side. I was only a little girl in grade 1. I was tormented by a group of girls. They bullied me. What about the 3%? We don't get to speak up cause they are focused on the others. You guys okay? I want to hear your stories, even if you are the 97%. I'll hear you oout.
So today at school, I almost lost my bestfriend in an argument. This is what happened, she was really mad at her cousin but me and her cousin were friends so everytime we were hanging out, she'd just leave me. Her cousin also got mad at her so she asked me to ask my bestfriend/ her cousin, why she was so mad at her and I asked her even though I already knew why she was mad at her. When I looked over at her I was mouthing the words "I can't!", she saw what I meant so she stopped but her cousin noticed and looked at me and said to me "Seriously? Seriously ashlee?", I got confused and asked "What did I even do? I didn't do anything.", then she walked away, leaving me alone with her cousin. I was scared because me and her have been friends since 1st grade and hanging out. I was so s cared I almost started crying, i could feel tears swelling in my eyes but I held those tears back because I didn't want to seem dramatic but, every other friend I've had left me, that's why I was so scared. She then said, "Leave me alone, I don't need you right now.", those words hit me like a slap. I didn't know if she meant if she still wanted to be friends or not but she ignored me the whole day and left me shen I tried to talk to her. She still hasn't texted, called, or FaceTimed me in four days. And I'm sorry, I'm really sorry if she possibly sees this. I understand if you no longer need me or want to be friends. I'm not forcing you to stay but it'd feel like something is missing. (Have a good day, night, evening, afternoon, morning, or weekend!)
Today at school I cried so hard I feel numb now,I cried bc I was in a fight with sm and even after we fixed the fight and we're friends again everyone was like : OH (my name) hurt (friends name) or it was that bad that they said (my name) killed (friends name) just bc we were 10 minutes late to clas cus we were fixing the fight Fun to see what people think abt me! Honestly was gona cry again but I just had an attitude against everyone the last 2 periods cus i couldn't care less Whole class hates me!<3 I just love all of u 1Ai!
Small ventt (TW? : WEIGHT LOSS) I am 13 w/ a weight of 40kg. It is fine now (but still underweight) becuz i have grown up, but before when i was in 6th and 12, my weight was LITERALLY just 33-35kg. My relatives call me by names, claim that my parents dont feed me and say that i look like a dried up branch of a tree. What am i supposed to expect from my friends if my relatives are letting me down? And no, i LOVE eating. I am indeed a foodie, but i don't gain weight easily. Ig these ppl don't know the term METABOLISM.
I told my counselor about my mental health but all I really need is a hug, but I have not friends cause all of them started to leave me but when I did, they didn't like physical touch
1:05 made me remember when my male cat went missing i loved him and i could've provided it only if my other cat didn't get pregnant he would be here with me
I’ve been su1c1d4l since i was 6. There was one girl i told last week. She turned on me and told my bullies EVERYTHING.. she was the only person i told i was suic1d4l. Somebody please relate, what do i do?
i love caring for others and it makes me so happy to see others happy, but when im going through the hardest time in my life no one's there for me, and if i do one thing wrong everyone suddenly cares and blows up on me telling me i should do better and im not working hard enough
My mom told me to stop biting my nails because I can get PINWORMSSSSS PINWORMSSS 😭😭 (Little side note, this shit is genuinely just sad. The fact so many people are so hurt :( it’s actually just awful how shitty people can be)
Guys vent: English isn't my first language so ignore the grammar please I have a friend named A she's been my friends for 10 years but since last year she makes these rude comments and everyone just laughs so i tried to play it off at first but when it got too far i told her to stop in private but she told everyone that I am overreacting and could not take a joke what should I do Also I have another friend called C shes just like A and they are bsf but whenever i talk to people they just interrupt and just say other things thus yk taking the attention so i cant reach out to my other friends cause she(A and C) told them im so sensitive and I cant take a joke Help me guys what to do
My vent: me:y u looking at me? My mind: is she judging me because of my looks everyone: 👀. Tbh I actually think everyone hates me my friends say I’m fat and stuff I get judged a lot all I want is for that to end
10:57 Literally happening rn also if anyone else here is in year 5 can I ask you something?? ok so is it just me or is year 5 both mentally and physically draining you?
12 the age where kids learn about themselves and find out there true self while I'm stuck here trying find out my favorite color worried that I don't have a personality
Anyone else just watch these hoping it’ll make you cry because you’ve gotten to a point where you are so used to not crying and now you need to watch some sad videos to get you to cry for a minute before not being able to cry any longer?
I had a big argument with my mom yesterday and she told me that I should not be screaming at her and I broke down, I never cried so much. I told her I just need to scream and yell at something because I've had the worst month and a half of my life and no one has been there for me and I've had to handle it on my own and cherry on top to all that since my mom started her new job I feel neglected and left to completely take care of myself. Then she said I could always talk to her but I try and she immediately turns it around on me and yells at me or makes it about her or something.
I HATE expressing myself in front of others because of how I look so I just stopped showing my emotions in front of people, but they think “why do you look so depressed all the time”
