Only HASHEM'S strength has seen me thru . I have taken on TORAH and He has sustained me because I want to convert and build my own Home my own personal Jerusalem my family destroyed hiding Judaism In a closet like a dark family secret collecting dust. I DISCOVERED IT doing Ancestry .....like a diamond in the dust literally!!! My family had no idea the magnitude of what they held in their hands and gave it up. My dad's side of the family. Nothing is left to my family!!!
Boy do I know this pain well ! My family was DISOBEDIENT TO TORAH and I have suffered HASHEM'S CURSES.....my great grandfather was Jewish hiding their identity in WW2 I know after much prayer that HaShem wasn't pleased with that decision. I have been barren all my life ALMOST 36 years old!! It has been torture!!!! Seeing everyone Else have children realizing that was robbed from you!!!!
