i havent heard this song in months, i've been terrified to try but i've decided tonights the night i'll try. i sent this song to my ex early into our relationship and it stuck throughout, it was a huge comfort for me, helping me cope with some of the hardest times ive faced,, and when everything came crashing down with them i couldnt bring myself to listen again, even just thinking of the lyrics makes me tear up (,: but its something i need to overcome, it's a beautiful song and i don't want to fear it anymore <3
I'm aware that some people are pointing out this is about a toxic relationship. And yes, I'm actually going to say I relate to this because I've been in many toxic relationships for a fact :(
This song reminds me of my ex-girlfriend. Much like the beginning of the song, everything was happy, cute, and calm. She was the first relationship I’ve been in, and I really loved her. We slowly started to rely on each other more and more, and we kept each other stable, but it became too much. She struggled with being depressed and suicidal, self-harmed, and had an eating disorder. I’ve struggled with depression and anxiety, and cling to those who I care about. The lines “can you drink all my thoughts? ‘Cause I can’t stand them” and “I’ve pinned each and every hope on you, I hope that you don’t bleed with me” hit so close to home. I ended up breaking up with her, because the stress of having to constantly make sure she wasn’t hurting herself was too much for me, and it must have been similar for her dealing with my panic attacks and general anxiety. This song kind of makes me miss her. I miss the days where we just cuddled on her bed, and laughed and didn’t care what was happening in the rest of the world. I miss her soft forehead kisses, and how warm she was. I miss our friendship most of all. I haven’t talked to her in months.
Time to join the Lovey Dovey Relationship train-- So, I will admit, both me and my boyfriend have our own mental issues; He has depression and I have abandonmant issues, along both of us dealing with anxiety disorders. There have been many times where I have helped pull him through his issues because thats just what I do and I've been told by most of my friends that I tend to put others emotions above my own. Recently I've been going through alot when it comes to my family and homelife and for the first time since we got together, I broke down infront of him. Now I personally try to keep my issues away from him and my friends due to the fact that I don't want them to leave me behind, I fear that if I pile my own problems onto them that they'll resent me; and I've been doing this for along as I remember. So when he was so willing to let me vent and help me cope with what I was dealing with- I'm not even gonna lie, it broke me a bit. Not in the sense where I hated it but I was able to tear down a wall that I had built up to protect myself and just- finally let it all out without feeling judged or fear being left behind.
I had a “relationship” with someone and I asked them out and they said they couldn’t date and the only other reason was because she sent me this song I cry every time I here it and it brings up all the drama and depression from 7th grade and and the love for her that was shattered after she betrayed me and my friends like we were nothing
I love all her songs but this has to b one of my favourites I listened to her first when I broke up with my boyfriend now I'm so happy I did cuz now I don't think about him and I love her
This song makes me cry. I remember someone I don't want to. I realise I've pushed away so many feelings for you. You were my world but you went away. Wishing to get everything back is useless. I love you. I need you. I love you.
