I’ve been hesitating to ask if you could make a wave/phonk song from the first 15 seconds but… viewership is limited on that side I suppose. Eff it, can you do it anyway? The sample is just too good!!
A heart once certain, now adrift at sea, a vow to shield, to set the spirit free. Yet paradox unfolds, a cruel decree, To cease and stay, a cosmic mystery... I am ok, though I must admit to a certain degree of weariness. A revelation has dawned upon me... perhaps my presence here serves a higher purpose... a noble endeavor to safeguard those I hold dear. It is possible that my continued existence is essential to maintaining a delicate equilibrium. However, a query arises: for how long can I endure this state of being? Will I truly possess the fortitude to relinquish this habit, or will I succumb to the temptation of self-deception, convincing myself that this will be the final time....
I‘ve been bullied before and it hurt but I learned to stay strong. However my freshman year in highschool a rumor was spread about me and everyone never talked to me again and I was alone. Girls got asked to prom and ect. I was left in the dark. It affected me badly to the point over a few years, my senior year. Most of my "friends" graduated or left. My only friend was maddie. She and I are in our 20s and we‘re still besties. Anyway she had to leave highschool for home school. So my senior year I was still left in the dark and I decided to leave because I had nobody to turn to. I was a ghost to everyone because of that damn rumor. I left. I ended up hating everyone in there ik hate is a strong word but its true I still do. I will never forgive them. Ever. The rumor and the kids made me what I am today. Cold heart and has hate in my heart and it hurts me. If anyone went through the same thing, ik the pain🙁
Lyrics are so sophisticated with lyrical depth. Catchy rhythm and that vibey song makes this a go to song for me. Been watching you since 2019 and I’m surprised you’re still this unknown
Now this goes out to every motherfucker claiming that they know me All you motherfuckers from high school listen closely While you were in the front bothered by me on the low Me and all my inner demons in the back were getting cozy No one understood me, only had a couple homies Me, myself, and I playing ring around the rosie Had a girlfriend, but all she ever did was show me The attention she could get when she was feeling kinda lonely Fellas in her phone, she can fuck when I go home If I left her ass alone for a second, yeah she told me I really need to grow up, or hit the fucking road If I buy another rose, cause she want a purse from Coach She a crazy mother fucking bitch, she like to see me suffering I saw it in her eyes, ironically, when she was sucking dick Try to hide a lie, but her face'll tell me what it is No amount of makeup she'd apply would be enough to cover it I said, fuck that shit, stupid bitch, kick rocks See, they acting real different when I'm at my tip-top Bitch, stop, or the Glock click clocks If you think you got ties with me, it's a slipknot When I pull the mic out, I see them bitches drip-drop And the fellas psyched out, cause they ain't know the kid talks Tick-tock, go the clock, we ain't making pit stops See my heart iced out, mother fuck your wristwatch Yeah, to you, this been a gimmick, but I do this to vent And no, I do not give a fuck about who is the best More like who it affects, I see you do this for checks But boy, I do this shit to loosen up the noose on my neck It's been a struggle, where the fuck were you when I was in that fucking garage When my whole family was on their knees praying to God When we were losing everything and couldn't help but wonder why Where were you when all my dreams were a fucking mirage Nah, fuck you and your friendship, I don't need that I see you all up in my mentions, like, "follow me back" Say you "struggle with depression" and you "fucking with my message" I ain't buying none of that shit, where my receipts at? Boy, you told me that I wouldn't ever be shit Wrote my first song, said you didn't wanna read it Told you that I rap, said you really can't see it But I bet you really can't now, you too far up in the fucking bleachers Boy, fuck that shit, stupid bitch, kick rocks See, they actin' real different when I'm at my tip-top Bitch, stop, or the Glock, click-clocks If you think you got ties with me, it's a slipknot When I pull the mic out, I see them bitches drip-drop And the fellas psyched out, cause they ain't know the kid talks Tick-tok, go the clock, we ain't makin' pit stops See my heart iced out, mother fuck your wristwatch I said, fuck that shit, stupid bitch, kick rocks See, they actin' real different when I'm at my tip-top Bitch, stop, or the Glock, click-clocks If you think you got ties with me, it's a slipknot When I pull the mic out, I see them bitches drip-drop And the fellas psyched out, cause they ain't know the kid talks Tik-tock, go the clock, we ain't makin' pit stops See my heart iced out, mother fuck your wristwatch
Conscience man ive listend to your music for about 2 or so years now its helped me thru so much man i relate to so much of your music. Your stick to drawing song really hit me hard in my life when i needed it man i really appreciate everything youve done thru your music you help alot of people.
