That is not the same as Despair.

U look terrific..so does Derek in height and weight..u all have to let go and let God take charge..I am fighting immense GRiEF.

U cant lead from behind.

You so much remind me of my brother,John Tom,too and sometimes Dad.

In the July 3video u look good weight and height..w the brown jacket and dressed in black pants and black shirt. It was before my fractured left hip.

Nathan will u dance w me?

It is called a spouse.

Do you want to manage me or do you want a wife..or do u want both?

Can I be your new drummer?

Let me guess...Emerald Green.

What did u say your favorite color is?

How long can u keep " this" up? LOL.

Does it work well,dear?

I mispelled that on purpose..the part still works?

Well..how do we con..sum..nate.

I am a trekkie..I think Janeway died.

Can u beam ne up?

Should I play BIG BIRD?

I don't believe in dinossaurs..i had two stuffed barneys...green and purple..gone now

How should I get there? Pteradacyyl?

Susie is a never.

Oh

Kieran saved your life?

I know I cant bring anything into a jailhouse made of metal.

Call 24/7 if u need me.

Yry collect..I will take the call if I know for sure it is you.

Please I don't want u to get hurt ever.

U R making me crazy w worty.

Can I pay bail?

Nate y r u going back to North Carolina pris.on?

Can I do it from Virginia?

I have some more cming on wednesday the first of July..it us usually what? 10 per cent of bond or soething? Right?

What is bail..?

Nathan,I love u..I don't want u stabbed by anyone.

Defend a baby in the womb?

What did u do?

I won't have any knives or guns w me..I can pray my rosary..I still have ten fingers and ten toes...can I bring a harmonica?

A great song ❤❤❤❤❤

Soaked in tub..washed my hair..the swelling in my lower legs has subsided a bit.

Take it slow today..please..R and R. Rest and relax...do a few small,quiet deeds that dontvovertax your health...maybe Philomena Begley can advise. She seems to have a great amountbof common sense!!!

Please pray for a light,gentle rain.. it lets it get slowly absorbed in ground..mixes w oil at beginning..but at leadt little likliihoid of flash flooding..that's a nightmare when the rubber doesnt meet the road..then the car is a boat.. not.

I am resting in bed..Please pray fir a 40ish young becky who has complicated surgery tomorrow around 10 am.in Virgonia..in and out but gallbladder removal..she has 3 ish little girl named Faith...pleasepray surgery goes smoothly..mo complications and that weather cools off a bit..ring around moon tonight hints at rain .we need some.

Nate, the heat wave here on a good part of the East coast of the U.S.A. is dangerous for both the tiniest children and the elderly and anyone already inmune - compromised..please stay hydrated. ...cool conpresses...cool water. Light carbohydrates. Ice if available..protect your eyes...is Nana ok??.

And some oils. Slippery when wet...rotflol.

U will need a towel.

Front or back?

Do u like massages?

Which cheek?

Where do u want me to start kissing u? Location?

Can u come here?