It never gets any better. Einstein said die 3 times. First when we lose our childhood wonderment, (our Bliss version of the world,) Second when the last breath 🫁 leaves our bodies. And third, when the Last person we know Exhales that last breath.
Ever since I left college everything started to fall apart now as a young man in my early 20s it has become 10x worse I just want to get far away from home as soon as possible because I don't think I can take it anymore.
Ok, hear me out, I have a reason of depression, I don’t want to sound bad or anything, but I feel like I’ve lost and been through more than most can handle, at just the age of 8 months I was malnourished and neglected, at the age of 2-13 I was abused physically, mentally, and sexually (only once though) by both parents and their friends, at the age of 4 I was beat to the verge of breaking down totally, at the age of 6 I was raped, at 7 I lost my father to suicide one day after my birthday, when I was 8 my mother was addicted to drugs, at that point on I was abused and neglected, malnourished, starved, and was also abused by her girlfriend, I am quite unintelligent, this sounds stupid but also very unlucky and Unattractive, I was broken and still suffer from trauma to this day, I… don’t think I long for this world, or contribute much, I will always be alone, I don’t understand why this happened, but there is nothing I can do about it
Never kill yourself live the pain if you are in pain but never ever kill yourself I am living it and I can understand how it hurts but it will pass bcz everything passes that’s the irony….3 years and counting…
Im not sad im just numb because constantly hearing that your not worth anything if you don’t want to go to college and when your family don’t give support to your dreams but instead they shoot it down you feel just numb……
Married life is warriors life. Be faithful God is happy from family life . Never cheat in your relationship. What we do we got back in life. Husband house wife’s real house. Understand your duties. Give yourself and your children good manners in life.
Lack of sleep cause depression . Lack of sleep cause dementia in old age . Lack of sleep cause sex problem. Never play with nature rules so be kind be honest be grateful respect souls respect rules respect woman.
Our mind is hungry for praise of God because our inner beauty and God’s praise is same so our mind feel satisfied. Cut down desire only grateful. Moody and stubborn behaviour brings lots fear in life. Be kind be honest be grateful then souls connect with love. Married life is warriors life. Real man love one wife real woman love one husband. Respect rules respect souls obey souls. What we do we got back in life.
You all ever just sit down, alone with your thoughts, thinking about everyone's you love and seeing them in your mind eyes launching with your replacement? Being happy with that person who was supposed to be you but you were unavailable because you were too busy in plaining your suicide? So you didn't answer your phone, or texts or anyone. But in the end you were to scared to do it, so you Stopped. And when you talk to them they ignore you like you did th
I’m at cutting stage. And I feel everything he is saying. People don’t understand that when you cut it makes you feel something VS nothing. Transfers mental pain to a physical pain. To give a temporary break in your head.
Lack of religious knowledge depression comes in life. Keep Faith in God . God’s praise and our inner beauty praise is same that’s why we feel satisfied. Moody and stubborn behaviour brings lots fear in life. Cut down desire only grateful. Cut down sugar and eat fruit and vegetables daily. Past is jail. Stress and guilt stop blessing. What we do we got back in life. Mistakes happened just forgive yourself and others builds up happiness in life.
Very good, mental health is not something to be ashamed of. I have had my battles, you thoughts are exactly what I and others have gone through. I can I will I must keep going, keep battling, keep getting up. Hold to hope, sending you all my best wishes
I’m not enough I’m not perfect I’m not human I’m trash It’s my fault Everything I say is wrong Everything I do is wrong I blame myself for my mistakes I blame myself for being called trash I hate me, I hate it
All that hope you mentioned is probably buried under at least 8 km of solid rock for me, so getting there is pretty hard, heck for some people who have it worse, have a good chance of having it buried under solid diamond, and they don't have the diamond-tip tools needed to cut through
We are warriors we are born to win we are born to learn who I am. Life is lesson. Lack of religious knowledge depression comes in life. So keep Faith in God . God is our inner beauty. God’s praise and our inner beauty praise is same that’s why our mind feel satisfied. Moody and stubborn behaviour brings lots fear in life. Cut down desire only grateful. Cut down sugar eat fruit and vegetables daily. Stress and guilt stop blessing. Past is jail. We are just thoughts depending on which one we have in mind positive or negative that’s fruit we eat in life . Read or watch positive thoughts videos. Mistakes happened just forgive yourself and others builds up happiness in life.
Keep Faith in God . Faith is big pillow. Moody and stubborn behaviour brings lots fear in life. Cut down desire only grateful. Cut down sugar and eat fruit and vegetables daily. Sleep at night not day time. Stress and guilt stop blessing. Past is jail. Read religious books or watch positive thoughts videos. It gives you positive life. Mistakes happened just forgive yourself and others builds up happiness in heart.
Lack of religious knowledge depression comes in life so read or watch positive thoughts videos it builds up happiness in life. Keep Faith in God . God is our inner beauty. God’s praise and our inner beauty praise is same that’s why our mind feel satisfied. Be kind be honest be grateful obey souls respect souls respect rules except everything happened in life some reason then happiness builds up in life. Moody and stubborn behaviour brings lots fear in life. Cut down desire only grateful. Cut down sugar eat fruit and vegetables daily. Sleep at night not day time. Be active in life serve souls. Faith is big pillow. Keep your self busy to learn some thing. God said we are creative God is creator that’s why we are creative. We are warriors we are born to win
