Not sure if anyone else is listening in 2024 but I recognize the background sample used as Aphex Twin’s « Stone in focus », which was one of my favourite songs to listen when everything felt like too much.
I'm 5 months sober from weed, slowed down on liquor a lot, have a group of sane friendships, 5 years ago i was just wondering on how to kill myself. If you're living dark moments, just keep holding on and i promise you clouds will go away.
this song portrays the feeling of a late night "rush" (Rausch) so perfectly - all those mixed emotions and weird thoughts and the story of the night, and how you saw it unfold. Great times. Makes me feel tight in the chest.
