Feels like it was made for me. I just wanna destroy myself, slowly, maybe i can find something on that road. I have no joy in my life. I'm not happy. Can't remember the time when i was truly happy and enjoyed things in my life, like my motorbike, my company, sex. I'm not alone but feels alone. Can't share my toughts with anybody. I miss friends in my life. I wanna choose the "easy" way but I'm a coward. I don't wanna do that, i have 2 brothers, but feel like this life is a burden.
Keep going. Don't forget to ask for other people your help. It's not always worth it, but like someone smarter than me said, "Being vulnerable might not always be worth it, but you have to accept that you are vulnerable - it's not a choice."
Cheers guys. I have depression for 10+ years now and as a 38 yo male, i have a lot on my shoulders. Sometimes i'm in deep as hell and everything feels pointless, sometimes it's better if I can distract myself ( sadly my tool for this is the computer gaming but at least not alchol or drugs ) or get a feeling of success in business or private life. I hug you all, and srsly, thank you for you kind comments. Love you all.
Keep going broooo my warrior brother and your not the pnly one that feels like this.... 41 here but i have poeple that depend on me tooo and i need to keep going for them and for you believe it or not stranger!!! we are not alone although it feelslike it!!! lets help each other out !! keeep going !!! faith !!!! hug you back bro !!! we are in this togther STAY STRONG and i admit i feel lke a loser because im like this because of a breakup which i should not be but anways You got this man , lets gooooo!!!!
I'm a non person. No one is coming to save me. I am to be alone. This is where my headspace is, and probably will be until time says otherwise. I wasn't good enough for her, and even though she said it wasn't my fault and I was the best I could be, I know she is trying to comfort me in my inadequacy. I know what I did wrong, I fucked everything up. She was absolutely stunning in every way, and flawed in every other way that was human, and I love her still. I deserve nothing.
Nothing means anything until you decide to give it meaning. Until time says otherwise. Being good enough, who’s to say? Mistakes happen, people come and go, the most important thing is-you should love yourself, you should see how stunning you are in every other way. Flawed, like all of us, but unequivocally human. You’re going to be okay, love yourself, forgive yourself 🖤
It’s really not a stretch to think Thanos mediates. MCU Thanos always had a calm and cool demeanor. Never in a rush and always in control. That’s what I’ve always liked about him
I really want to say good things about this because for the most part it's great but then it does a really jarring note that you don't expect if you have even a slightly musical sense. It sounds out of tune/clashing in quite a few parts.
The concept of European nights in shining armor the Hollywood creation. It didn't last very long. It was terribly expensive and gunpowder made it irrelevant
It may sound strange, but the sound at 2:50 more evokes associations with some kind of engine start or something like that, in which case it is more appropriate to place this ambient in a sci-fi theme or something like that. Anyway, great job.
