Hello! My channel covers a large variety of topics and genres, some of which include asexuality, body modifications, mental health, with the occasional story time or rant video thrown in. I really just wanted to make this channel true to who I am and hopefully a place where I could build a community where people feel safe to be themselves. I'm a bit of a weirdo so if you're a little (or a lot) weird, I hope you feel at home here!
I hacked my way into Manic mode using Music for 3 days then perfume to hack my nose to get a double dopamine buff then Manic Mode, like extasy, pure bliss. I see you have problems with your goddess mode, she is your higher self. A goddess inside you. You need to merge with her, merge and become one. Do not fight her all your life, merge.
Hi asher.I want to react on your first video.How are you doing? 6 years later? are you ok? are you still on zoloft? Can i ask you if you hade any side effect? Did you gain weight? Did you lose interesest in sex? I am very curous how everything went.I need to start this medication because of my panick attacks an agorafobia and odc.I hope your doing good.
Drug from hell, devils magic in solid form, face plants you to a buzz described chemical hangover, Amisulpride ( Solian is best but will turn your head dosile after 10 years or so ), Aripriprazole ? New evil magic drug in solid form will make you a weirdo, it has the least side effects and is cleaner but if they could re vamp solian meds that’s my advice, first 10 years will be good but after the 15-20 year mark, your unable to compute and head will be docile and cabbage patch, Duncan but the meds made me Damien 😂, in fact it opened a portal in my mind and God was so sorry for the suffer he blessed my head 😂, let’s hope theirs better meds with least side effects in the future or machine to help brain 👍 Risperidone burn the hell fire 🔥 🔥 💊 🔥 Rea’justment is hard solian ( amisulpride ) is the older generic nuroleptic medication and is the best in my opinion.
I’m going to start mine today 25 mg also I’m Muslim so praying 5 times a day is so relaxing, having a relationship with your creator helps so much kind of like a meditation. Try it especially if you feel doomed or lonely getting outside in nature is important too. I hope you feel better
Thanks for sharing your story. From experience I can tell you that medication isn't the only thing that helps mental illness, prayer is really key in keeping us healthy mentally. God can heal you through taking medication or He can heal you without taking medication. The Lord cares about our health and you can cast your cares on Him because He cares for you. He also wants to help you, heal you and make you free. For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten son that whosoever beleives in Him should not perish but have everlasting life.
I've been on it for a week and a few days, and other than drowsiness, i feel pretty good. I've always been a hungry person, so that hasn't really changed 😂
I have been prescribed risperidone. I was so scared but your video helped me. I feel so dizzy/sleepy and fatigued with it but it did cure my nightmares.
Hay girl I started taking sertraline 3 weeks ago and I had side effects this medication right now slow go away and I started feeling calmer and I have little negative thoughts there still not really bad anymore and you should feeling whole better soon!
My anxiety sky rocketed still is, almost a week in. Can barely sleep, eat, think about anything other than bad thoughts. Hoping it's just the meds. Almost unbearable.
i was forced to take risperdal then went on to have 4 shots of paliperidone. i had my last one was feburary, i didnt have schizophrenia or anything, i was in hospital due my eating disorder. i am worried its done permanent brain damage. i have severe anhedonia, lack of motivation , slow thinking cant concentrate and imsomia. its now june and no improvement, i have no dopamine or serotonin . i am doomed and going to be like this forever
@hopefuldawn3380 i dont see a way out from this, i have been like this for 13 months i dont see it getting better, i have no hope i will better, my life it over, going to end it soon
nice video!i have just discovered your channel due my pesonal mental illness journey.i have ptsd gad and mild depression, luky me won the lotteryi am strugllinh almost 4 years mainly with severe gad without medication,and the last 2 years with ptsd because of one traumatic event that took place. but now i realised that i cant anymore without the help of an antidipressant in this case is zoloft and i will begin with 50 mg for a week and then up to 100.only therapy with a psychologist wasnt enough with and she helped to realise that in oredr to get well with therapy in the long run i must be able to fuction at a basic level.i was also an artist a musician.hold on strong look after yourself and have hope.cheers from greece ,athens!
That's how I feel today taking it. The thoughts crossed my mind but I'm not overthinking it. I kind of just brush it off. I know it takes about two weeks to actually feel the difference but honestly I can say that, something is happening. For once I feel relieved of my constant thoughts that make me feel terrible
So many different stories and experiences! These drugs are very unpredictable! I took Celexa and Zoloft many years ago for about 6 months each. I remember all the negative symptoms but none of the positive ones! There were no positive ones! I'm 100% drug free every day except I have a coffee or soda here or there. I'm treating myself with exercise, spiritual meditation, prayer, sunshine, vitamins, sleep and social connections!
I gave my daughter her first dose last night at around 10pm. Next morning she said she couldn't sleep, had a bad headache and nausea. Anyone else experience this? Anyone else taking it at night as oppose to during the day or in the morning?
My second day and I woke up smiling like they do in the musicals. I have energy and are completing tasks and not mindlessly scrolling my phone or sitting in one spot thinking. I can think clearly. I feel you it’s not numbing but the bad thoughts don’t take over my mind. I’m actually acting vs Just wondering and dreaming. I am hopeful.
I feel the same way this girl does depression is something you dont mess with.there was times i didnt want to be around people or see people and i still do it.and noone knows what its like to go through this and be happy one day and sad the next
Hi would you say Zoloft helped while on it ? My doctor prescribed me Zoloft a few days ago but I am petrified to take it due to the stigma surrounding mental health meds .
Zoloft 100% helped me. I have a playlist of videos documenting my journey with zoloft and medication. It's different for everyone, what may work for me, may not work for you. It took me a very long time to get the right dose and med combo, and it may not work right away. Patience and honesty is key. Communicate with your doctor.
I took 25mg of Sertraline yesterday. I had delayed taking it on for over 2 weeks since the side effects made me hesitant. The first day I only experienced positive effects. I felt super high, happy, relieved but very energetic and had a tough time falling asleep since I took it in the evening. The usual thoughts that would have triggered me into worry and anxiety, did not affect me at all and I maintained a strangely positive attitude throughout the whole evening. I know it might not be the same for everyone, but it really worked for me the first day and I´m excited to see how it will be in the next weeks..
Did you keep taking it in the evening or did you switch your time due to not being able to sleep? Did you body eventually get used to it and you no longer had a hard time sleeping?
I do not understand physician who consider that Sertraline is a magic pill. It can be for some people, but for some, it is obviously not, as it make them very very tired. That was my case. Prior to Zoloft, I used to take Paxil for 5 years. This drug was amazing for both my depression and my general anxiety disorder, and the only drawback was oversleeping. But during the day, I didn't feel restlessness, and I had the energy to exercice, study... Of course, that was my very personal experience, and it may differ for you. Talk to your physician.