Aye Got an idea really looking at fear Couldn't invinsion could've been more ambitious Listen use your ears superstitiously Stupendous Is ferocious see the tears Worked to get hear switching up gears I like to mumble when i rap If you tumble use your back Royal rumble if you rap back Thats a snap back Niggas cap rap In all caps that Make me take a nap Like I ropped the bed Crip neighborhood wearing all red Sorry nigga i was spoon fed Sorry not sorry like tunchi back Tryna be a bear but yall ted All i do is spit facts
Couldn’t show no hope I was lacking optimism Stuck in my thoughts rumbling through pessimism Always on the gas tryna stay afloat feeling so miserable I thought I couldn’t fix it Last time I went up I saw another route and starting switching Going down these steps I kept on reminiscing Couldn’t find forgiveness so I thought my ass was forbidden Took a chance to look in the mirror unwrapped the scars I’ve hidden Now that I see I could fix it now that I’m healed I can begin What if I stumble back on accident I cannot think like that again If you think I’m going backwards you must have lost your mind like when I was lost and tryna pick myself up but couldn’t find two fucks to give So I kept dealing with the consequences of my actions I could not admit That i was wrong I see it now lightbulb moment Erika sound heard in my head Can’t let myself be damned about to let my intuition drift Yeah I get these feelings from these places that I’ve never been Guess all the wisdom from the errors finally sinking in Now I’m got a purpose and a plan let configure it I don’t want to reveal it yet, don’t want to make myself a promise I can’t deliver yet That be the worst way to fail when you know you capable And still miss the point so now you in a bad position I remember fucking up so much in my life I thought I never get up But slowly i started making changes now I see a better future My past wants in the present but I don’t see the them in the future with me I could be nice and save them a seat and let them eat with me But if they haven’t changed they could be the thing that ruins me I can’t let nobody take anything else away from me My futures mine you want a future start taking strides You have a life and I have mine you see me turning right Stop turning back and looking at the time like it ain’t gonna work I mean it might not at first but you keep going until you make it happen Stop fucking asking for a blessing and take action You want a resurrection because your presence is a low vibration You ain’t get to flip a switch and get a different picture You get what you get and when you try to understand yourself You understand you are not alone in this universe You got a chance it don’t matter where your starting from Don’t look at them and compare yourself until your sad as fuck You think they didn’t have to fight enough Walk in their shoes and maybe you’ll see yourself in them Maybe not in the same way but every body’s us You think you had it hard but this is just one life How many life’s you think it took just to get this one How many nights you had to fight to not off yourself How many days you dealt with pain and had to fight for life I know you think you locked in a cage just like an animal But all that pressure turns to gains when you change the place you looking from Purple_lightning333k - open up your eyes some more
