Hmmmm!! Thank you so much for this! This reminded me of when I fell out in my past relationship, I kept praying and fasting for things to work out until I redirectioned my prayers and God made me understand that He let it happen. It was in this period that the Holy Spirit took me through the journey of Times and Seasons. It was a difficult and hard time for me but it was worth it.
I think you're right as when people have visions/experiences of hell, they often mention foul smells and dirt. It could be true, so maybe we should keep our spaces clean for this reason also just in case!
I am a single mother of two wonderful children. I firmly believe that if a man does not accept me because of my children, then he is not the right person for me, as children are a true blessing from God. Thank you for sharing your story. I can certainly relate to it.😊