Perhaps Julia never came because both Spike and Her wanted to be free. So the only way they could be free is by being apart. Perhaps after a long time the system did not want them to be free and they had to return. Perhaps Julia valued freedom more than her life and thus she had to die when she returned. Perhaps Spike lost the will to live once Julia left...maybe because Vicious wanted to die as well. 🙏 Oh no, I don't want to die like them. Glamorous but gruesome deaths. 🙏