You left and it sent me into a tail spin. I went to Amsterdam to try to get your attention. We looked at each other, I smiled at you. We didn’t say a word. You just left, you never spoke to me again. After you lied. You told me it was impossible to love me. You were very mean to me. I just want to be able to move on.
Me siento desepcionado y utilizado, utilizado por una mujer que solo jugo con mi corazón durante 2 años aprox Hoy estoy triste.........me siento muy solo. Solo Quiero desaparecer para siempre Te ame y fue real.......pero tu me engañaste. Ya no hay vuelta atras........k.a.r.r.
I thought I was in love once before. I also didn't think I deserved it and broke my own heart. Over 20 years later and still feel a love that never really existed.
It was as if his light lit my prism in a way that allowed my colors to be everywhere at once. He has always reminded me who I was. I am certain I will love him even after I pass on.
Even though I broke your heart I’m just as heartbroken. Even though breaking up was my idea, I’m still mourning the perfect future with you I had envisioned. As time goes on and we both move on with other people I know we will both look back on our relationship as a chapter in the books of our lives.
I hope you’re well wherever you are. I’ve never met you. I don’t know what you look like. But, I think about you all the time. When I was younger, all I wanted was to enjoy three meals and four seasons with you. Some days are better than others, but I’m doing ok.
I do not know if I can call it a first love, but when I see you again, my heart feels as if it wants to burst out of my chest. I miss your scent, the tuft of hair I used to play with under your amused and serene gaze. I feel destabilised; it is unimaginable in my mind to have a conversation with you. I can only see myself looking into your eyes. It is inconceivable to think that you probably love someone else the way I loved you. Everything ended between us because of foolishness that I was ready to forget a thousand times just to smell your fragrance again, but you thought differently from me. So yes, I believe I can say that you were and always will be my first love, for even though I can see you every day, I can only afford to see you from afar, playing a minor role in your life. I wish I could be the main character in your life. But fate has decided otherwise. So, I remain with this visual contact, serving as a conversation, revealing my feelings and unfurling all my regrets and remorse, while contemplating your green eyes reflecting the rising sun on a tree.
I met a guy with whom i was in relationship for 3 years. Suddenly he left me without saying anything. Later I come to know that he is getting married. That thing broke me. I just wanted to meet him that why he did this to me. What was my fault. Then after 2-3 months I came to know that the plan of his marriage got cancel. He tried to contact me. He wanted me back and I met him. But I realised he left me broke, I was hurt and nights used to haunt me. Then I disconnected from him, bcoz it was not only my self respect but I came to know he is not stable person who has guts to hold my hand. I left him. I still love him. This things hurts me a lot. I think about him everyday. But I am not going back for him. Or let him come back to me. Things got spoil. And accept it that I FAILED in my relationship. But heyy I am trying to engage myself in many things. So that I won’t get time to think about him. But this stupid heart doesn’t understand this. So yeah I remember him. But I am happy now.
Thus it is true, moments do last for ever. Stored away, in a quiet isle, in the back row, behind the columns of my day to day. I will visit from time to time. To steal a subtle smile...a deep sigh...and thus I shall deny the lack, deny the yearning. Life must, and does go on. Farewell my sweet... farewell...
I never realised how much I liked this person as I couldn't expect I could ever love someone. He was in my college, and he said he would never give up on me after we passed out of college, he didn't try to contact me as I was very aggressive, but eventually, I realised I liked him but it's me, I could never be vulnerable.
Sometimes responsibilities not allow one to not do something that they had in their mind, like telling someone that you love them. You just let them go, and see them happy with other person, that's all matters, if she is happy i am happy.
I love you so much , you didn't love me , but i can die for you, you're the only girl i loved , and i love you 1 years later. I cry every night because i miss you. My life have no sense without you. I love you Lorine... ( Sorry if my English is bad , I'm french guy , I'm 20 years old. Never have girlfriend. And I'm feeling so lonely and depressed, my life is ruined ...)
Hey! I don’t know you and you don’t know me but I have lived something (more or less) like that. It really doesn’t feel great at all but, I can affirm that things won’t stay the same in the future. Live your life and feel the emotions you need to feel (it is ok to feel bad, sad…) but it’s important to let other experiences, people, feelings, moment happen and to let other ones go (and I genuinely know sometimes you don’t want to let someone go). Personally, I have had this thoughts but, I can guarantee you this, it feels better. And I don’t mean to forget this person, this girl you are talking about. It is about to have great memories of her and the emotions you had felt, it is about have good memories without feeling sad about it but feeling so happy you experienced something so magical or real and knowing you can live and continue your path. Having said these, you can follow this advice or not. I just talked from my own experience. I hope you can heal from your wounds and live a happy life!
@@meysi_4122 thanks you for responding me , but I still talk to this girl, and since we live in the same small town, we cross paths sometimes, so I feel like I'm stuck because she doesn't want anything with me, but I love her.
To all the floating souls in this place. To those who have lost, loved, deceived, denied. To those who are in a hard place, in a good place. Sending all the love I have your way. I hope forever you are blessed and filled in what we call a world.
20 never went through experience which makes me feel like im missing at the same time I would never imagine living a full romantic with someone where we are head over heels for each other. A picture in my mind where it's a surprise private dinner with roses everywhere and a handsome guy who I like is waiting for me or a guy running to find me to ask me something important that I can never imagine happening to me, my mind finds it to unrealistic
We were two souls that shouldnt have ever met ,we were polar opposites i was loud u were quiet,i was messy u were tidy and sophisticated ,but yet that day that you started talking to me i felt like you were the one just your presence and your beautifull eyes had me caught and i could not take my eyes off of you ,u were a spark of a flame that had died and never wanted to be lit again,a flame that had been trampled on and put out many times,a myth at that point to believe that you could come along and reignite my whole world again in the simple form of sentences ,your words almost comforted me,letting me know that i was capable of feeling love again to feel that sudden urge to always be with that person and know how they are,to pray for that somebody to be safe and happy ,so i thank you Maya although im a piece of shit ,i still dont know why you came up to me in that classroom i was a loser with two blondeheaded dimwits but u came up to me and made me feel love again and for that i thank you ,but now ,what was it for making me feel all of that care and affection for you, was it to make you feel better about yourself was it because you felt bad about me?,that day that i walked you home from our 'study session' of absoulate bickering and chattering for 5 hours in that horrid library made me want to call you my own ,someone i could show my love to ,as you had done for me,but that night ,why oh why when i opened up to you. did you suddenly not want to be associated with me was it because of the rumours or was it because of my thoughts and stupidity towards my teachers ,ill truly never know but i listened to every second of that conversation and i still miss how we got along so well truly not like anyone else id met before but like noah for ali in the notebook i waited and waited for you to come back hoping that you had somehow made a mistake but i knew you werent coming back ,you were too smart to make a mistake you were too amazing to make a stupid error and stick with my dumbass ,it wouldve been selfish of me to accept,but that night when you told me we couldnt be friends anymore ,my whole world couldnt bare the misery of not being able to see ur funny texts about the most random topics or a cucumber for that matter,or wearing a funny outfit to school or taking free stuff home from school,somehow i fell in love with all those things which i thought were absurd and slowly became the things i loved most your ,quirkiness and uniqueness,i still see you to this day but from afar ,and my heart aches out to me to ask you why,why couldnt we be friends,but i know that because of my love for you.Ill leave you be and let you live your life because i love you and i know if i were to do anything it'd mess it up,Maya i wait everyday like noah writing you a letter in my heart somewhat hoping that your sweet smile and dimples ur unfunny but funny jokes as well as your super exatic energy which always had me dying whilst you said the most randomest of stuff with the straightest face,but i say it again ,ill write you a letter everyday in my pulsating heart which lones for your presence although my brain tells me to move on and leave you in the past ,that many like you will come,but i know thats not true,not like you they dont,Goodbye Maya~i know youll never see this but this unfortantley is the only thing i have to leave you in case you ever do wonder how i am,ill tell you to come to this video. :)
We were kids, you walked with the popular and I was the geek no one had the audacity to fall for. Years later we reconnect, we find each other, what a beautiful surprise. You plan to kiss me, to have me, you did and I'm floating in a sky full of stars. Then you're gone, no word in sight, just pain and the memories of a summer love. Years go by again, I still remember your scent lingering on my skin just when you reach out again, cold hands turning warm again, you were sick but why didn't you trust me? We cry, we fall harder, we share weekends and secrets, still you're afraid of the "I love you" I so desperately need to say. I break, feelings of uncertainty flood my being, I want you to have me fully, be mine as much as I'm already yours, but your fear just pushes me away on the same intensity as it makes me fall in love with you at every look. I wish I had your child, I wish I knew your father, I wish I could've healed your inner demons. You blinded me so much, I didn't realize you were the demon ruining my life. I'll always love, I'll always ache for you, I shiver when I think of your lips and the warmth of your embrace. Our giggles under the covers on a rainy night, you smile as I walk down the stairs, our past child's fusing as one. God I love him so much, please don't let me near him again.
I met her again after 12 years... she is married and has kids with the same guy she cheated on me with. Realized i was the outsider all-along. She apologized, I said it's okay, we don't have to talk about the past... tell me how r u? n how's the family... formal conversations is whats left.💔💔❤🩹❤🩹
Saw her at the mall recently, with her husband, momentarily looked their direction and lightly bit my lower lip as I walked in opposite direction while thinking, 'hmmm fun times those were.' Life!
i had never fallen in love until i met her. we both loved each other so much. then i started doing the wrong things and saying the wrong things until it finally caught up to me. she broke up with me on the last day of school, never told my parents until halfway through summer and my whole family always asked how it was going so i lied until i had the courage to tell the truth. it was the most painful year of my life. i constantly hurt myself and tried giving up on life. don’t know how or why i’m still here right now tbh. still think about her knowing she’s probably in someone else’s arms, and they’re probably a thousand times better than i ever could have been
Nearly two years later and tomorrow we meet again, it's a sad time for both of us but I hope we can share at least a few moments of happiness together.
I remember your words,I remember you holding my hand and looking at me for a long time.I remember it was getting late for both of us,but we were still lost in each other I remember your words, I remember your lies.💔🙂
