I can relate. But we do have a purpose. We may not know it yet, or are having a hard time seeing it, but we do. I'm not gonna go tell you that you have to go find it, but I am going to tell you that your purpose is for you. Find something you love, and maybe try to translate it into you loving yourself. ❤ I'm awful at advice 😕
I love it when I'm shrouded in shadow and the sky is that color, like some dark, unsaturated yellow. Especially if there's rain and thunder roaring outside, or snow to bury everything it touches.
My Wife drugged me, fell asleep in the car...no heating, wtf is going on here! turns out she took me for everything... the rain against the car window reminds me of this everytime.
When it is raining on your way home from school, and the bus rocks from the curves, and you are snuggled in your jacket.. this video reminds me of those moments.