Yeah I agree, Eric is a monster...and this vid shouldn't have been released with the type of ambient audio like this...he's Soooooooo Much better sounding than what this vid is audio-wise.
Don't give up. Just take a break to recover. Lol. You ain't gotta quit the game; just pause it. 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 Believe you me, I understand. Because it's like, "Ok, is this attainable by regular humans, or is it not? Quit playing with my emotions!!!!!" 🤣🤣🤣🤣