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dear youtubers or anyone the youtube subreddit that’s willing to share my youtube comment. hello. this will be a very long read 5-9 minutes depending on your reading speed as a brain's up. sorry. deon’s depressed diary: morning #6 (after losing my house and going 157 hours without eating an actual meal): unless you count eating 7 strings of green beans, 3 chicken honey tenders that had to be 115 calories altogether, a burrito that took me 5 hours to eat here and there, & ketchup and trying to aim $10k in donations to have my other brother’s name on the lease after my mother got robbed away to pay $900 for our monthly rent that our eldest brother’s girlfriend refused paying as a last resort. after reading about mariah carey’s tragic passing of her mother & sister dying over the weekend on aug. 27. 2024 from reddit i read about sadly on the trending title, i believe i may self-diagnose myself currently having *broken heart syndrome.* it’s by remembering how my mother, older brother, & i got evicted from my townhouse took a toll on my aspie heart while my siberian husky (elijah) was infected with abdomen cancer of tumors that grew inside his testicles. ever since then whenever we had to keep moving houses and ending up living in 4 hotels in 4 weeks right after his loss in fear of living in a new home against our will financially & spiritually, the mental pain forever had gave me massive meltdowns every september and randomly throughout the year after elijah passed away on sept. 7. 2017 which is 4 days before 9/11. WARNING: this is a copy ’n’ paste but typed differently for each music video just to get my voice out as a last resort. please remember that and pardon me for bothering anyone due to that caribbean ogre of a human being. thank my eldest brother’s girlfriend for this and please pardon me for diary spamming because i am desperate for support/donations and just want my voice to be heard and feeling i want to give up in life by starving myself but sluggishly want to eat bits of food due to the trauma i had to face which i typed out why while feeling too devastated to eat anything for 5 days. i will never forgive nor forget her for ruining my life on being her potato maid by cleaning up her mess that fat caribbean pig by seeing how messy her 18 and 26 year old kids did (driana & trevon) left in the kitchen sinks, having body wash soap all over the bathroom, and worst of all, leaving moldy food that she paid a ton of $ more in my fridge and not bothering to touch any of them and yet, giving me a temper tantrum for being so hungry on sneakily snacking on some of her butter & jam i feel deeply guilty for. not only i feel meaningless as a human being being desperate for $10k in donations to have 5 months rent in my older brother to be on the lease again before someone else snatches my swamp to own but been feeling so weak and losing a ton of sleep now that i have to live in my mother’s house. i miss going for my 3-mile walks to dollar tree. i miss watching the simpsons every evening. i miss my honeycomb lamp, wish stick, canadian-french pillow i designed out of marker, & recliner chair my older brother has to throw out just in case of bed bugs in our mother’s house. I MISS MY HOUSE! I AM DESPERATE LIKE A SONORAN CHIHUAHUA TO GET IT BACK AND RATHER STARVE TO DEATH KNOWING I WILL NEVER GET MY SWAMP BACK! my older brother and i done so much to keep our house that the relationship between is like Ed & Al. please don’t comment “get a job, it gets better, seek professional help, &/or stop complaining” when i refuse to read any comments because none cares about my pain and everyone thinks it’s a joke which is why i am spamming these type of comments throughout music videos as a last resort. YOU SNATCHED MY LIFE AWAY DUANA (MY OLDEST BROTHER’S GIRLFRIEND) AND YOU MADE ME GO 5 DAYS WITHOUT EATING ANYTHING DUE TO MY C-PTSD, SUICIDAL THOUGHTS, & CLINICAL DEPRESSION! WHY?! Sigh… i miss you so darn much my apartment #260 that i like to call my swamp. ~ deon james mucker garth po box 121 deon garth c/o bonita garth glendale, arizona 85311 please forgive me for this but if anyone ever wanted to donate anywhere on youtube as i don’t know what to do and having to get teased and maybe threatened on here, my viewer named darren xu setup a gofundme for me in my severe living conditions from my playlist because i don’t want to spam the link due to the *returned error* and not wanting to be too much of a troublesome commenter even though i have no other option to support my mother. i am living at my mother’s house which she has been struggling with bills alongside our 4 pups and feel even guilty knowing that she can’t even afford almost $28 george laceless i normally buy at walmart that used to be $20 due to our financial position and don’t even know the last time i bought socks for myself except my 5-pair avatar socks which was over 4 months ago i think and was planning on doing a video of them too and haven’t bathed in 9 days due to my clinical depression. ps: i even decided to have the courage to post a goggle review of my apartment (swamp) on how much i miss living in it after 1 week from today has passed and hoping to buddah’s belly none will own that swamp of my house. thank you so much for reading if you have done so and trying to see my morning will be alright while watching hunter x hunter on my mother's pluto tv even though i despise ads and also miss my netflix to ease my lonely nights. pss: MUCHAS GRACIAS PARA TU AYUDAR on donating $5 on my gofundme yesterday Christian Recinos! ^-^ it may not seem much but to me, it certainly does as every dollar counts and thank you so much to my skeletal malnourished heart for it! the extra leftovers i had at 4:29am.: the other half of my burrito 1 spoonful of chili 2 bbq pringles psss: i ate 4 amos cookies at 6:30am.-6:38am. this morning to gain my mental strength back along 4 pringles @ 8:34am. & ate 1 honey tender @ 8:47am. tue. aug. 27. 2024 @ 8:59am.
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