i dont know how to prove it but i can tell you 100% that life is exactly what u make it out to be, if u see it as sad then it will be sad, if u see it as happy then it will be happy, so please, to get yourself out of this hole, 1 small change a day like making your bed, or taking a 5 minute walk, or even just mindfully resting with the intent to "recharge" yourself and focusing on how nice it feels to lie down and rest, anything will help as long as it breaks your routine and has potential to add in new positivity and im not talking out of my ass bro i was exactly where u were before, i hated my life a few years ago i wanted to end it every day and all i did was take my anger and frustration out on other people and other things, but many small changes over the many days i was in that rut began to compound, and now i can confidently say , yes, it'll be okay tl;dr - i feel you, i believe in you, and i know you have the power to change your life and make everything better again
It will get better, I promise❤ please don't think no cares- we all do. It sounds stupid but every journey starts with small steps. If it's just brushing your teeth- hey, that's a win! Time changes everything, so please be around to see what will happen next. You are an amazing human being who deserves to be here🤗🤗
@@jorj1357 Both! Of course I would like to see how you can make tracks in the old style, I haven’t heard them for a long time, and also some tutorials in this temporary style) Sorry for misstakes, i'm from UK/RU
